letsburnehouse

2006-12-21T14:45:00.000-08:00

People, i have changed my link.
Relink me okay?
And do tag please.
Hehe
http://theunwrittendiaryofmine.blogspot.com

Im off.

2006-10-29T12:39:00.000-08:00

I realised, i shouldnt have been superly egoistic.
I have never realised it before.
Sufiah have been there with me all this while.
I love her alot.
Serious, im superly upset to leave her next year.
Out of sudden, this group of councillor came into my life.
My attitude changed.
If you guys have realised lahh.
I am stupid. I couldnt tell which is the real friend or not.
Sufiah is the real friend. Not them.
I have been superly stupid to actually felt bad for what they call me.
I donte give a shit about what they say.
Me & sufiah have gone through alot together.
I really cant do anything to show her my appreciation.
I DONTE CARE!
Me & sufiah can never be separated! Never ever.
While im still alive, i am going to make sure im with sufiah always.
Me & sufiah also have the same perception about Gilers Gang.

She's my true friend. The friend i have been desiring for so long. & I seriously donte need anymore bad comments & remarks about me in YANA'S & JU'S blog. I call it off between me & yana. Me & ju. I cant go on anymore of we were to go on the way we are now.
What i know is, sufiah & me can never be separated. Not in the lifetime.

Im closing down my blog. I see no point in blogging.
Whats the point? I have never ever feel so down like this lorh.
I have never appreciated sufiah as my true friend.
I felt so badddd.
So, im closing down this blog.
So that i wonte write anymore bad OR crude remarks about anybody else.
I wanna change.
I want to lead a new life.
With sufiah, aqidah & 3E2. Without GG.
I donte care if i carik pasal again ju.
The thing is, Sufiah never allow me to be out of GG.
She asked me along in any GG outing. Im surprised. Cant i hang out with you guys? Even though im no longer in GG?
Fine, i get the point. Only GG members can hang out with you guys right? Fine fine.
Which is why im calling it off between us all. ONLY GG members can hang out with you guys.
So fine. Live it that way.
I hope you guys will be happy always. Yes, no more cutting.
Whatever it is, i am in no position to tell you whats right & wrong. You guys should have known it yourself cause you guys are old enough to think.

The councillor gang. Haiss.
I really donte think they are my true friends.
I cant have them talking bad & bitching about Sufiah infront of me.
I donte care what happen after this.
Me & Sufiah are friends. FOR LIFE.
Im going out Jalan Rayer with them! Yeah!
Im gonna enjoy my last year with them. I donte care.

To all my daily bloggers,
I love you guys always. Thanks for having reading my blog everytime.
I couldnt express my words of thanks to ALL OF YOU.
Anything just contact me throuh MSN or call me.
I promise, i'll be back. With a new blog.
Im off darlings.
I'll love www.letsburnthehouse.blogspot.com always.
You will always be in my heart.

Loads of love,
Meeza.

2006-10-28T11:57:00.000-07:00

Yes, i admit.
I do smoke.
Now, i have stopped. You can ask almost everybody.
I realised it myself that its not healthy.
Excuse me? Who are you trying to kid?
You did not stop it right there. You are an attention seeker do you know that? In fact, all people who cut their wrists are.
I do not want to be the centre of attraction.
I know, im always the one right. Cause I AM RIGHT.
Its not like i pick up fight without any specific reason ok.
Im not that pathetic & idiotic to fight without reason.
I can promise you, I AM NOT going to be in anymore GG outing ok.
Im sick of it. You pretended to care, you donte want us to care for you.
If we donte, you will start to feel sad. Cause no one cared for you.

People are judging me through her! They see me with her, & think im becoming like her.
People say im like a MINAH, just like her.
You tell me now, how offending can that get???
They are indirectly telling me that im a minah. & so is sufiah.
Thats why i donte wanna be with her.
People's perception about us will definitely change when we are not with the same person as always.
Donte tell me, im a minah. Cause i know, im not. I donte usually bitch about people. I donte hate people without reasons. I donte act pretty. I donte have short skirts. I DONTE!
You are asking me why must it be like this?
Haaaa, how would i know. Im not mad at her, you get it?
I just wanna be out of GG & her life.
I donte give a shit about hyekel bitching about me & stuff. I really donte.
And she didnt stood up for me. Why would she if she also hate HYEKEL and people kan?
Do you even think she would actually stop them from bitching about me? No, because she donte care because they too bitch about her.
What can we do about people bitching about us?? Huh??? '
CUT OUR WRISTS? or kill them? All we can do is just to shut up.

Donte listen anymore since you are tired.
Stop acting as though you are this wise one. Like giving advices & stuff.
Thats the problem. I donte want her to stop being her.
I cant stand her being her. Im different than you guys are, you know.
I cant tolerate all this attitudes and crude remarks.
If you can, then stand being with her lahhhhh. Does it even bother you that i want to be out of GG & her life? Just lead a normal life larhhh.
I have always regard myself out of GG. Eversince the fight.
Im super glad you get the idea. I donte hate her.
DONTE YOU GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE I HATE HER!
I hate being judged by my friends through HER.
Im always SICK seeing you always crying & being sympathetic.
For your info, you donte get sympathy from me. Im sure you donte even care cause you got alot of NICE friends around you. Im sure you donte even realise you are sympathetic.
NO OFFENCE!

Yesterday was so fun!
Had so much fun with mommy & her friends.
Im off then.

Whatever ju. I DONTE HATE HER!
And HYEKEL & gang isnt my friend.
Like i mentioned above, i donte hate sufiah.
I hate it when people judged me through her.
The ohsofun councillors arent my friend.
Im starting a new life.
Without you guys, without sufiah, without hyekel& gang, without anyone.
Im making new friends.
Yes, i donte care. I HAVE NEVER CARED.

2006-10-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

Im happy to be in 3E2
& honestly, im not a single bit upset all of us are separating.
In fact, im enjoying it. =D
No matter how much we got upset or whatever, we still cant change the fact that we are separating.
However, i will miss people like ayunie, sheliza, zalbiah, yikee, shawn, keefe, jiefeng, beeqi, hamzah, danial & loads more.
Those not mentioned, its either we are in the same class next year or i just wonte even think of you ever again.
Have you ever wondered, why people judged you through your friend??
That sucks like alot. They donte know the real me yet.
Just because im befriending ******, doesnt mean im like her, right?
I got superly upset when Hyekel & Zaidi told me im like her. DAMN.
Ouh yes, & GG, wells, we are different now. Separated. I wanna be out of it like so completely. I have been giving it some thinking & i have made up my mind.
So, GG, without me. That wonte KILL. =]

Results were fascinating.
Level position : 49/144
Class position : 16/ 37
My finalised results -
English : 71 A2
Malay : 72 A2
Mathematics : 57 C5
Science : 44 E8
Geography : 61 B4
History : 56 C5
Literature : 65 B3
Design & Technology : 55 C5
Home Economics : 70 A2
Art : 58 C5
Yeahs, so my results. Im kinda fascinated by it lahhh.
Hari raya were awesome! Im very lazy to blog about everything already larhs.
I donte even bother about friends THIS YEAR cause its over already.
Im looking forward to be friends with my soon-to-be new classmates!

HOW EXCITING!

PS: HAPPY BELATED BDAE SHAWN, THE BADUT KING!
BADUTSSSSS [ AINNNGGG ]

The feeling of being judged through your friends hurt me alot!
I hate it.
So what if im friends with SUFIAH? Doesnt mean im like her right?

Kehs, i have made up my mind. Lucky im no longer in the same class with her. I want people to see the real me. Instead of judging me through sufiah.
No offence to Sufiah or GG.
Just leave me alone, im happy. =)
All the best in whatever you do already larhs. Without me, life will be happier. TRUST ME.
Ouh and i wanna eat a dozen sleeping pills. CAUSE , ITS JUST FOR FUN!

2006-10-23T12:33:00.000-07:00

Yes.
I made it to 3E2!
Im happy, of course. Its the class i have been wanting to go sehh.
Went to Macritchie just now.
Its not as tiring as i thought it would be larh actually.
Had fun walking while talking to xing juan.
In the bus, counselled lynette.
She cried sehh! I felt bad. =\
Reached school and got to know our results.
Mine were great!
Sufiah drop 3E3. She cried. Poor her.
So does yana. She cried too!
Man, can stop crying people? It made me wanna cry too!

Wells, im off larhs!
Take care!
Happy bdae ayunie darl! & selamat hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf zahir & batin.
I wanna apologise if i have offended any of you in my blog. =]

2006-10-22T20:44:00.000-07:00

Another post for the dayy.
So darn bored at home larhs, please.
Thought of dying my hair today. But, guess not.
I'll dye my hair tomorrow lahhh.
Gosh, Raya is on tuesday. How time flies.
Imagine all the fun we are going to have, the togetherness & the laughter/cries.
So sad. I am once again reminded of my late grandmother.
22 november. Its been 5 years. 5 long,darn & sad years.
Im missing her dearly.
She have been there for me all this while. I still remember, when i was scolded by my dad, i always run to her room. & then she will scold my dad!
Gosh, she rocks like so much!
Now, all those are memories. Sweet memories of her. Im glad i slept with her the night before she died. I spent the last few hours, being sarcastic to her.
And when i sleep with her, she'll always go
" Ni cucu aku, dah besar dah. Sayang dier. "
Sad kan? I always love hearing her say that. I have never kiss her goodnite.
How i wish i did. I have never tell her how much i love her.
How i wish i did. I have never hug her & tell her i appreciate her being with me.
How i wish i did. I can only wish now, cant do much.
2 more days, she will go back. Back to where she belong.
Im disappointed in myself. For this past 1 month, i have never ever prayed for her. Now, she's going back "home". Im dedicating something to her now.

Awe, i miss you. Angah sedar, angah bukan cucu yang baik. Angah dah banyak buat silap kat awe. Angah tk pernah hargai awe selame awe hidop. Setelah awe pergi, sebahagian hati angah kosong. Sayu hati angah mengenangkan yang awe tkder bersame angah buat selame-lamernyer. Angah macam tk boleh percaye gituk. Dah lima tahun berlalu, setiap kali angah sedih, angah kene marah, angah ingin awe berada dengan awe. Tapi, angah tahu, itu tak mungkin terjadi. Angah harap, awe bahagia hidop di alam baru. Angah akan sentiase sygkan awe. Hingga akhir hayat angah. Angah janji.

Done. Gosh, im like crying right now.
I have more to say to her, but i think, its pointless huh?
She will never read it.
Kehs, enough of all this sad stuffs.

I wanna post lyrics now. My favourite song.
Smack that by Akon & Eminem.
Gosh, the song rocks larhsss. You should listen to the beat.
Go listen people. Too bad i cant find this song.
If not, i will put it in my blog. For now, the lyrics will do.

[Akon:]
Shady
Convict
Upfront
Akon
Slim Shady
I see the one, because she be that lady! Hey!

I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like TaeBo
And possibly bend you over look back and watch me
[Chorus (2X):]
Smack that all on the floor
Smack that give me some more
Smack that 'till you get sore
Smack that oh-oooh!

Upfront style ready to attack now
Pull in the parking lot slow with the lac down
Convicts got the whole thing packed now
Step in the club now and wardrobe intact now!
I feel it down and cracked now (ooh)
I see it dull and backed now
I'm gonna call her, than I pull the mack down
money no problem, pocket full of that now!
I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like
And possibly bend you over look back and watch me
[Chorus (2x)]
[Eminem:]
Ooh...Looks like another club banger
They better hang on when they throw this thing on
Get a lil drink on
They gonna flip for this Akon shit
You can bank on it!
Pedicure, manicure kitty-cat claws
The way she climbs up and down them poles
Looking like one of them putty-cat dolls
Trying to hold my woodie back through my draws
Steps upstage didn't think I saw
Creeps up behind me, she's like "You're!"
I'm like ya I know lets cut to the chase
No time to waste back to my place
Plus from the club to the crib it's like a mile away
Or more like a palace, shall I say
Plus I got pal if your gal is game
In fact he is the one singing the song that's playing"Akon!"
[Akon:]
I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like TaeBo
And possibly bend you over look back and watch me
[Chorus]
Eminem is rollin', d and em rollin' bo
And all marvelous them rolling
Women just holding big booty rollin'
Soon I'll be on Eminem throwing "D!"
Hitting on less than "Three!"
Block wheel style like "Whee!"
Girl I can tell you want me because lately
I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like TaeBo
And possibly bend you over look back and watch me
[Chorus]

Kehs, enjoy aites.
I love listening to raya songs.
It creates the mood, you know.
Esp. the song " sepasang kurung biru "
It reminded me of my late grandmother.

Tiada salam atau ucapan
Tiada pesan tanda ingatan
Suasana penuh keriangan
Ku teringat pada seseorang
oh...
Di hari yang berbahgia ini
Hatiku kosong dan sepi sekali
Betapa manis kenangi lalu
Menyambut raya bersama denganku
oh...

( chorus )
Tiada bisikan lembut yang ku dengar
Hanya suara azan sayup bergema
Masih kurasakan hangat tanganmu
Di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku

Tetamu datang tetamu pergi
Namun tak tiba orang ku nanti
Hanya sepasang kurung nan biru
Menjadi teman mengubat rindu ku
oh...
( repeat chorus)

The song is sung by khairil johari johar. Kaylarhs.
Im off people. :)

2006-10-22T14:00:00.000-07:00

Changed blogskin, lagggi.
Haha. Im so freaking bored at home larhs please.
Im so working during the school holidays mannn!
Anyone with me?? =]
AWWWWW, And i really love my azal darling!
I miss him alot seh. Haiss.
Hope he's happy. =]
Kehs, im off now. Cya.
Happy bdae to makcu! Love ya to bits! Muahhh!

2 Days to Raya!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Fly me to the moon.
& let me play among the stars.
In other words, please be true.
In other words, i love you!

2006-10-21T14:53:00.000-07:00

Happy bdae kiirah!
Just hope you stay happy always yeah.
Stay cool, funky & cute always.
Kehs, today's entry will be short and stupid.
I donte know what to update already liao.
Sheliza, you are a great gurl.
Pretty larh. Have some self confidence k?
Whatever it is, i love you aloot!
I miss azal lahh. Where are you bestie?
I hope we can go out& jalan raye together.
Gosh, that will be so much fun!
Today is deepavali!
Happy deepavali to all. Much love mann!
Kehs, im off!

fly me to the moon
& let me play among the stars
in other words, please be true
in other words,
I LOVE YOU! =]

2006-10-20T18:22:00.000-07:00

Level postion,currently, 51.
Okehs, i know im supposedly to be happy cause i can enter 3E2.
However, the level position isnt finalised yet.
So, im not putting high hopes on entering 3E2.
English-70 A2
Maths-55 C5
Malay-72 A2
Science-44 E8
History- 61 B4
Geography-63 B4
D&T-55 C5
Literature- Not sure. Cant remember. LOL
ART- 70 A2
Im proud of my marks. I mean, i failed only one subject. Which obviously is SCIENCE.
I can never pass science man. No matter how hard i tried.
Bingit gilerr babe. Haiss.
Im still gonna work it though. Im hoping to pass my Science. Hopefully, i can.
So, two students from our class laterally transferred to 3N.
Poor thing seh. We have been together for 2 years already.
However, Ms Yeong's passing both of them. They are going to 3 EXPRESS.
I was obviously happy. DUH!!
Just hope they will change huh? Just for the better.
Alright hamzah? Alright Melvin? I will always be behind both of you.
Study hard aite. =]
Okehs, just for info. The marks up there are not the finalised ones. Except for d&t.
I cant remember my results. Like, what the hockey?!
Im so STM. [short term memory]

I wonder. Why people like to pretend??????
I mean like, donte pretend to be super nice lahhhh if you are just a plain bitch.
" Relaks lahh girll, are you ok?? Im here for you, BLAH BLAH BLAH "
I cared for people. Yes, i dare to admit i do. Cause i really i do. Unlike some people, who just live in the world of pretence. Gosh, how much i hate those type of people.

Kehs, so went home with Ain, Nabilah, Mazrifah & Nazri. Poor people.
I really find them fun, you know. I mean they are actually nice people. But, turns out, people hates them. What the hockey sehh?
Poor them. Talked to Ain, mostly.
Kehs, rumours spread that i stead with Zaidi. Like since when seehhh!!!
Im still sticking to my azal darling bestie. =D

Went home, played with Ashish.
Kehs, im off!

fly me to the moon. and let me play among the stars.
in other words, please be true.
in other words, i LOVE you.

2006-10-19T13:55:00.000-07:00

Im so proud of myself for helping my mom washed the toilet just now.
The feeling was so great tau.
I so cant wait for raya to come like seriously.
I donte want to fast anymore. Hehehe. =D

Omg, Ashish is here!
How much i miss him.
Kehs, im off!
Love you guys. =]

2006-10-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

Im being unfair? HOHO.
So, im being blamed here for cancelling the outing?
Like whatever!
Ask yourself lahhhh. Are you gonna enjoy the outing?
Donte waste my fucking time organizing these stupid stuffs & no one enjoyed it.

Kehs, sorry about that.
Hehe. Venting my anger, you know. I think its better to let it out then you keep the anger deep inside you. Later, you will get depressed.
Kehs, just for info, i have just learnt more about depression just now at school.
So, macam faham eh. Hehe.
I reached school late, again. Obviously i woke up late. HAHA. Knowing me. Wells, yeah. :)
Reached school exactly at 8 am. Gosh, i still land myself in detention. However, i didnt turn up. Heeeheee. Bad example seh. Im a student councillor somemore. SHEESH.
Reached class and started coughing like mad. I ran out of breath out of sudden. Eh, freaky ok? Its damn sure because of the haze! Urghhhhhh. Affecting my health seh.

I received an orange form. Its about choosing the class we are going to next year. Obviously my first choice will be 3E2. Followed by 3E1. Then 3E3 & 3E4. I just have no interest in art. This was my first year passing art like a serious A2. HEHE.
So, just imagine how bad my art was. Its darn bad lahh, no need to imagine. =/
Kehs, so i got one E8 so far. I failed only one subject which obviously is Science. duhhh!
I got 3 A2s, which obviously, im happy about it. And i passed my dNt. THANK GOD! I really love my folio+my product& my mid year results. It helped me alot leh.
I have decided on what class to go already. & which subject to take. Im taking d&t.
Congrats to crystalle, ZULHAKIM BIN ZAINAL, Sheliza.
They can enter 3E1 sehh. All the best people. :)

After checking our results, proceeded to hall for English Fun day. Watched High School Musical, like finally. I got to watch the whole movie. Very sweet & touching. I love all the songs lahh. Im addicted to the song 'breaking free' or something like that. Gerek. If only i can have a boyfriend like TROY BOLTON aka ZAC EFRON. Haisss. KEH DAH DAH. BERANGAN PULAK.
DREAM ON MEEZA.

After watching movies, we played like an english trail. Fun lahhhh. Ran alott. I like. Today's activities were planned well & its very fun. After school, talked to Aqidah. She cried. Man, i really donte know why. Poor her. =[
Went to the Councillor Healthy Lifestyle seminar. Talked about depression. Fun larhh. & I really realised i do get depressed like all the time. Im always moody & my attitude changed. Goshh,i really didnt know that. & Aziz called me MFCAP.
Which simply means, MISS FLAT CHESTED AIRPORT. fUCK HIM LAHHH! Im not airport. Ouh and he's bloody hell retarded. Yes, he is. He kept on bullying me.
Urgggggghhhhhh. However, had a fun seminar talk. Then, went home.
BUT! I didnt bring the house key & my parents went Johor. I called my sister up & met her. Break fast @ Greenridge KFC. Gosh, there's this cute pizza hut guy. SO HOOTTT Lahhhhh! I was so darn full. Then, went back to CWP & bought Bubble Tea. Went to see brother Muzammil perform at the bazaar. So cute lahhh.Wells, thats my bro.
My broS are always adorable. Just like me. AEEEENGG.
Kehs, shut ups.
Im off people. Love you all to the max!

I LOVE MY AZAL DARLING BESTIE LIKE ALOT! LOVE YOU HUNNY!

2006-10-17T21:10:00.000-07:00

Forget it.
No class gathering.
I realised E2 isnt E2 anymore. Sheesh.
What was i thinking?
That they would actually listen to me?
Forget it man. That will never ever happen.
If you guys wanna go Pasir Ris Park, without food to eat, might as well just go without the class, right? I mean, thats the whole point of the outing.
Bonding with the class. If we reach there and started doing our own stuffs, where's the bonding? Be logical can?
Want to go, but donte wanna pay. Style ah you all think, issit?
For those who ask whats the money for, its for you to eat.
Having a class barbeque is fun. Since no one is in favour of doing so, except for me & yikee, then, forget it.
Might as well just forget the whole outing. Yes, im pretty sure, that you guys can know, that i am pissed.
There's no class spirit anymore. We used to have fun. Last year. Together, as one united class. We were the most best & sporting class last year. Under the guidance of Mr Neo.
Now? Hais, best not mention it. Im sure you guys realised the change.
Its hard to organise stuff when you are with the E2 students. I know.
Donte you think, you are making things difficult? Wells, i give up.
Yes, i gave up. Im sick of this attitude you all will give whenever there's a class outing. I thought, more poeple will be interested in this year's outing cause it maybe our last year together.
But heck. No one cared about it. Haaaa, suit yourself.
Just organise your own outing. That will be better, like obviously.
No need to have like class outing. JUST A WASTE OF TIME, i assume?
Wells, forget about the class gathering.
Sorry to those who are interested to have one. Some classmates are just bloody hell arrogant. Maybe, we shall organise outing for only those who are interested.
That would be great & more fun. =D

So, school sucks.
I love the outing to Health Zone. Gerek sehh.
Reached school kinda late.
Man, i almost got knocked down by a car. Hais, raye coming somemore.
Just think, what if i was literally hit? Ouh gosh, i'll probably be dead by now. Hehe.
Was called up. Together with Stella, Bee Qi, one girl from 2N2, Yanting. Practised pledge taking. Fun sia. Haha. Had like great laughter. However, i just couldnt understand what they say. Cause they are all taking in mandarin. "-"
I did have fun lahhh. Hehe.
Then, after silent reading right, went back to parade square. Waiting for the buses to go to health zone. The weather was rather humid. Waited for Ms Yeong like hell. HAHA.
Soon, Ms Yeong came. & we boarded the bus.
Reached Health Zone. & had a talk on smoking.
It was fun seh. Ouh, Dan & the rest cant stop playing with my dad's name. Sheesh.
After the talk, went to view the exhibitions & played some game. Had so much fun larhs.
Then, left Health Zone & went back to school.
Lepak-ed with Ain & Maz. While waiting for our break to finish. They were cool people.
Ouh & Hyekel. This is for you. STOP playing with my dad's name. Why? Is my dad's name so cool? Oh wow.
Stop lahh. Playing with father's name isnt cool. Bluearghhs.
After that, Ms Yeong took over the class.
Until 12.15.
Then, LCD. Watched ARMY DAZE. Funny seh. & stupid too larh. Hehe. Was practically laughing all through the movie.
Then, MT. Watched MY You got served. I got so pissed at Afiq & gang larhh. They kept on saying that my cd is pirated. Hey cummon. Use your common sense can?
Pirated has only one disc. I bought it for $18.90. Dah kater orang nyer cd pirated, still tengok. Bodoh. ERRGGGGHH. Im just superly pissed today.

DnT was disappoiting. I cant believe i actully failed like so badly. I got only 34. Im like the lowest in class i think. Disappointing like hell.
I was so upset. Im planning to take d&t next year, but depending on my results, i have to think twice again. Sheeesh.
I hate my results. So far, i failed 2 subjects. Darn. I wanna go 3E2 badly seh.
I donte think i can.
So,after school, lepaked with Sufiah & Zai. Omg, Zai is a very fun person. He's so humourous lahhh. Funny. He's a real joker & he made me laugh. He knew im upset of my results. And he made jokes. I love him as my true friend. Thanks dude.
I went home with him. Well, more to walk with him home. I saw Andiq.
Omg! And i pretended to flirt with Zai. Gosh, im a bitch. I know. Hehe.
Had fun only after school. School sucks like a lot seh. Urgggghhh.
So does 2E2. Say whatever you want, i donte give a shit. I hate you all.

Ouh, and i think someting happened to my Chelsea. Yana wanted to tell me, however, i have to go home early. Sorry darl. Tell me soon about him ok? I love you yana.
I just wanna add in something. Cutting wrists isnt fun. Its stupid. However, im in no position to say anything to you guys. Its your life. Just remember, i love you all. =]

Raye coming like super soon. I can hardly wait. OMG! Imagine the beautiful clothes worn, the money received. HEHE.
Ouh, i love Hari Raya aloottt.
I mean like who doesnt? Right? Hehe. =]
Kehs, im off. Tag me people.

2006-10-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

I have not been updating my bloggie for 3 days already.
Ouh and i love my new skin.
I spent 4 hours doing it, okay?
My sisters got pissed at me for using the comp for too long.
Im just so proud of it. =]

Kehs, on 14th of october.
MY ANNIVERSARY WITH DEAREST JUMMY*.
9 months already sia.
I love you alot. 3 more months to find a new boyfriend tau.
Ahhh, stressed. HAHAHA.
So, didnt do much.
Didnt go out also.
But at night, went out with Ira sis.
Buy food laaah. Im like out of sudden craving for the keropok lekor.
So sedapp okehs? I love it. Hehehe.
Please people, can someone at least agree with me?
Kehs, i sound so desperate.

On sunday.
Didnt even do anything.
Mendak giler kat rumah.
Sometimes, i think i prefer schooling.
It just kills time. AINT IT?

Monday.
Gosh, incredible day for us.
Planned to watch YOU GOT SERVED during English, but she said its pirated.
What the hockey seh?
I bought 18.90 okehs?? And its so original. Damn her.
Then, planned to watch SHES THE MAN, however, she turned it down again.
Saying there's cencored parts inside.
Ended up watching THE INCREDIBLES.
The story's cute lahhhh. I love jack-jack.

Mdm Tan, i appreciate ur help. Seriously.
She advises me. I love her already. HEHE.

Kehs, im off.

Happy bdae to my darling classmate,rachel. Smile always sweetie.

E2, lets plan for class gathering.
Please co-operate. We might be in different classes next year.
I agree, we are no longer united like we used to last year.
How much i miss those days. Haisss.

2006-10-13T18:05:00.000-07:00

Now then i realised that adults do show attitude.
Kehs, whatsup with my family?
As in the whole family?
Fighting here, conflicts there.
Im super duper confused. Wells, i guess, im not gonna be involved in this conflict between atuk & aunty fida.
Whatever it is, settle it fast. Raya is coming sehh.

Kehs, school was fine.
Mdm Tan rocks lahh. She used my name as an example always.
I felt so honoured tau.
Thank you mdm Tan.
However, she said to me that she will ask my soon to be science teacher next year to actually monitor my progress in school & AT HOME!
Well, it basically means that my soon to be science teacher would call my home and ask my parents to actually monitor me.
SUCKS keh? HEHE.

Ouh and i find the activities planned by school after exams are inappropiate lahh.
Imagine? On the eve of raya, we are expected to have a jungle trail at MACritchie reservoir.
Cummon lah. We just had PE just now. And the muslim students were all dehydrated tau.
If we walk at MACritchie, it would be more tiring seh.

PE was fun!
My group was the champions.
Shawn was a great defender.
So is Bee Qi & Kimberly.
Haziq was a great keeper. He caught the ball fluently seh.
Ayunie was a perfect goal scorer. No one is ever better than her, seriously.
Hamzah & Hakim were great passer. Hehe.
The opponent's team were mad at Shawn for being so tall. HAHA. Esp, lynette.
And rachel was adorable lahh. She was screaming & chasing after the ball.
Cute sakk.

Hamzah, i donte know what the hell happened between us. I want to know, so u jolly well tell me okehs? And yeah, lets bermaafan. Cummon, RAYA coming already liao. Lets learn to forgive & forget aites. To be honest, i miss hanging out with you. The time u would call me to ask me for help to do DnT for you. Man, sweet memories. HEHE.

Kehs, im off.
Today is sicko nicholas bdae. Happy bdae.
YOU SUCKS!
AEEEENNNNGGG!
Aku fake. Haha.

Tmr, my anniversary with JUJUS.
9 months.
Hearts you loadsss.

2006-10-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

Okehs, i have not been updating my bloggie for such a long time seh.
Exams are finally over.
Thank god.
I was so happy lahh.
However, the dNt paper was a disaster also.
I didn't have time to finish the crating drawing.
SIAKENS!
Hate it seh. x[

After school, or perhaps, to be exact, after EXAMS, went to Ace the place. Lepak-s with the 2N boys. Supposedly, Nasri & Azal was to spar. But then, people saw ah. Teros tak jadik seh. HEHE. So, lepaked with GG + Sakinah & Fizah & Rica. Fizah left kinda early. So does Rica. When the guys left, we stayed at ACE.
Lepaked with Anuar, Afiq, Firdaus & GG + Sakinah.
Okehs, anuar, fir & afiq rocks alot lahh. They were super duper cool seh.
Played guitar and we were entertained.
Me & Ju kept on trying to take Anuar's pic. He malu ah, tak nk amek.
So, we ended up taking Fir alot. HEHE. We took his face tgah emo, we took his shoes. MEPEKS SEH. Haha.

Then, went home.
OMG!
And i got a new handphone.
6070. NICE SIA.
I was so happy that i was practically smiling & in a good mood with EVERYBODY at home. =] I love my daddy so much. He bought for me this phone and he said lahh. If i still want slide phone, have to wait 2 more months lor. Then can buy new one. He rocks like so much.
I love my new phone. Woaaahhh.

At night, went Sembawang SC.
Planned to buy ingredients to buat kuih ah.
But then, atuk fell ill.
So, we rushed back & brought him to hospital instead.
Poor him. He had high fever.
I hope nothing happens to him this coming RAYA.

I love him loads.

Okehs, im off.
3 more days to my anniversary with Jummy*.

Ouh and i love AZAL darling alot. MUAHHHH!

I love everybody. ALOT & ALOT!

PS: TO NANA, THANKS FOR THE SONG. LOVE YAA.

2006-10-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

Okehs. Maths was a disaster.
I hate it loads lahhh.
I was like dozing off during the first paper.
Fucktard tau.
I was so sleepy since i slept late last night.
& i didnt sleep after sahur.
Damn. I was yawning all the way.

Paper two was a little bit better.
As in, the setter was Ms Lee. I can manage lahh.
However, my pen last minute no ink sehhh.
So, i have to borrow Mdm Tan's pen. "-"

After exam, went to library. But, have to wait for HAKIM, HIRDUWAN, NAJA & NISAH.
Went to Nisah's house. Felt like dozing off, but didnt.
Reached library.
Saw hidayah, saiful & fina.
Had so much laughter with them. Even the librarians scolded us. WOOHOO!
Gerek lah tadikkk. Naja, stop bullying me!

Hmmph. Ouh, and im so happy!
Hirduwan is attached. So, nobody can disturb me with him again!
YEAYNESSS! Im so happy.
Im now a single & free lady. =]

Then, saw Atika.
Studied with them. Sufiah got pissed at Hakim.
Like always! HEHE.

Then, went and fetch ira. Ahhh, had fun.
Whooootss!

IM off. Tmr's last paper.
Rejoice with me sweethearts cause im gonna rock the house.

AEEENNNGGG!
AKU FAKE!

Ps: Happy bdae muzammil bro! Yeah, im gonna miss ya. I hope you will do great in future. Please donte forget me, cause i will never ever forget you.
And also to Aniq. I will always be behing your back. ALWAYS. I will always regard you as my friend. Thank you for being my friend.

ENJOY!

Signing off,
Meeza anak wahab, pemilik kedai starhub, rempah wohhup and tauke BURUNG!
PHEEWWWWWEEEEETTT!
Hahah. Kehs, im lame lahh. Im off like really.

2006-10-08T13:31:00.000-07:00

Before i update about my oh-so-very-exciting post about yesterday's outing,
I shall have to say this to my dearest mimi sis.

I have already apologised to aunty & uncle.
I have already realised my mistakes.
Yes, i am egoistic. Isnt it my problem if i donte have any friends?
Yes, i agree. I will never be happy.
However, i do have some friends. Even though, i often fight with them.
Im not so perfect like you. You have friends for life. Unlike me. YES, I AGREE.
I'll fuck off from ur life. Fine.
I hope you will too. Im sick of having you bossing about my life.
Im tired of hearing everybody in the house nagging.
You never cared for me.
All u cared for are ur GTYNs and ur beloved Fai.
Its not like im bothered by that. Its just that, ah. U wonte get it, ok?
U will never understands me. U never encourage me.
U r not like other sisters i knew. I hope u live a better life than now.
Without me. Remember? im fcuking hell leaving u.
Im sick of you and i know, you are sick of me too. =]
So, just get the fcuking hell out of my life.

Kehs, so, thats all i got to say to my sister.
So, yesterday was so fun!
At around 2 plus, went out with mommy, ira & irul.
Walked around the Causeway Point bazaar.
Then omg! I saw Chicco. He's like super duper hot in real life. Goshh, he's so mine. =]
And eerul was hurt. His chin somehow got blue black like that.
When we asked him how he got it, he said he fell at home.
& we didnt even know about it. HOHO.
Bad huh?
Walked around at the bazaar. I bought this cool CHELSEA lanyard.
Its super duper nice tau. I love it.
Then, boarded the 903 bus to Woodlands Central.

Reached there, and walked around. Looking for Ira's shoes & eerul's.
Stopped and buke puase first.
Then, after eating,continued walking.
bought new shoes for ira & me. I got the shoes that i wanted.
Thanks mommy.

Then, bought for eerul toys.
The haze was horrible.

Kehs, im off.

ps: happy bdae haziq E2!!!
and to Faz, happy 2nd month anniversary. Hearts you.

2006-10-07T12:28:00.000-07:00

Examinations have been superly nice man.
I have never enjoyed exams as much as i love it now.
Its like im focusing more on exams this semester.
Good or what? HAHA.

Science was great.
Even though i know im gonna flunk that paper,
I knew i did my best. I ahve given my everything when doing that paper.
However, i want Mdm Tan to set the paper for us.
Not Ms Judith. I feel like Mdm Tan understands us.
I love her to bits.

Life for me now have been superly great.
Except for certain times.
I just donte like people involving me with their love life.
I mean like, cummon. Where's your privacy?
However, i still enjoy accompanying you, SUFIAH. HAHAHHA.
So, no worries. But maybe, sometimes, u should go out to meet him, ALONE?
Try lahh. Have some privacy. HOHO.

Im okay with the Gilers now.
We had so much fun yesterday.
Too bad Faz wasnt with us.
17th Oct. The day we are going out to break fast.
I can hardly wait.
I LOVE GG! Yeayyy!

To along and others who thought im like superly rude,
i have already apologised to aunty and uncle.
What more do you guys want?
I know my limits, get it?
Im not superly rude like you think i am ok.

Okehs, im off.
Im left with only Maths & dNt.
Hurray.

ps: Muzammil & mikey bro dah habis exam. Gerek seh. Im gonna miss them loads. =]

2006-10-05T19:53:00.000-07:00

Okehs, the papers just now rocks lahh.
I especially love my art design man.
My impromptu artwork. HAHA.
Yes, i did it on the spot tau.
I love my last & 3rd design. Its very pink and beautiful.
I would love to design it for Yana. Since its pink. =]
Or maybe, for whomever who loves pink.

So, Geog paper wasnt as hard as i expected. But its still tough okehs.
I kinda tired when i did that paper.
My stomach cramp was acting up just now.
Gosh, it hurts so much. =
Fortunately, i managed to finish Geog paper on time.

Reached school kinda early today.
Even though i slept at around 12 + yesterday night.
I was watching the highlights for EPL + doing my art.

After exam, went to Library.
Studied Science.
Talked to kak Syafiqah & gang.
They are nice bunch okehs.
I loike.
Then, the Rusty boys came and we studied together.
Then, i saw Atika & Farhanah.
With Afifah. Kehs, they were fun!
I love making new friends.

Okehs, tmr SCIENCE!
IM dead meat.

For the last time, i and hirduwan have nothing going on. Im not his girlfriend lahhh!

Ps: HAPPY BDAE DEEYANA!
AND MY SOUL SISTER, AIN!
ALSO TO MY DARLING BELOVED DUSTIN! I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!

song playing : HERE WITHOUT YOU - 3 doors down.
I love this song. Sweet. :)
I miss it alot lahh. As in hearing to the song.
Kehs, im off!

2006-10-04T17:13:00.000-07:00

Okehs, im so dead for my art tomorrow.
I have not prepared a single thing yet. DAMN IT!
And for the last time,
ME AND HIRDUWAN HAVE NOTHING GOING ON TAU!
So, stop spreading pathetic rumours about me and him.
Eh, cummon lahh. He's like what? 17 okehs. Im just young sweet 14. HAHAHA.
Im not saying that he's old or what lahh.
He's a damn nice guy. Very sporting. However, that doesnt mean i like him what?
Stop spreading rumours okehs.

Ok, so history & Lit paper just now was okay.
Manageable.
However, i lost 8 marks just like that sia. I donte have the time to finish the paper sia.
Haiss, Lit paper was kinda easy.
However, i donte have confidence in passing. HAHA.
I finished lit paper 35 minutes earlier.

Then, went to the library.
Studied GEOG.

Then, went to Zai's place.
THATS WHEN PEOPLE START TO SPREAD RUMOURS ABOUT ME AND HIRDUWAN.
Fuck. Me & him are so no no.
Tmr art paper.
DAMN IT.

I HATE ART!
Ouh, and GEOG too.
I need help in GEOG. However, its too little too late. HAHA.

Im off.

Happy bdae uncle raj!

2006-10-03T21:09:00.000-07:00

Gosh.
I didnt know MT paper was so damn hard lahh.
Okehs, maybe not damn? But it's still hard.
Im gonna flunk it for sure.
Haiss.
The first paper was kinda ok.
The second paper was the hard one. HAHA.
After exams, went to the Library with Sufiah, Hakim & HIRDUWAN!
Hahaa. I love to pronounce his name lahh.
Its like HIRRRRRRR-DU-WAN.
But then, sufiah got bad mood. Because of some bitches who actually have nothing to do with this case, AT ALL tau. Bodoh kan?
Then i got pissed at Hakim.

The day ended kinda suckily.
However, HIRRRDUWAN rocks lahhh.
He loves power rangers too! Gerek or what kan?
So, i love talking to him.

HAHA.

Just for info, hirduwan is from ITE Macpherson.
Year 1.

COOL SIA!

Kehs, im off.

TMR HISTORY! DIEEEEEEEE!

2006-10-02T23:25:00.000-07:00

I realised my mistakes. Thats all i can say.
Muzammil bro, i'll miss you like hell.
Thanks guys for tagging. Really hearts you guys loads.
Im selling my handphone on Wednesday. I have to live without a phone till DECEMBER.
Wahlao. So long sia.
HAHA.
I just love my daddy more than my mommy!
I wanna say sorry about my goddamn fcuking entry & attitude yesterday.
I have changed. Thats all i can say.

I want to be the old meeza back. I know i can. =]

Exams starting, start mugging!

Ps: happy bdae kimberly daughter darling! Stay happy always. HOTDOGS ARE SO YUMMY! Hhaha.

ouh, and eerul bro is sick. Poor him. Get well soon!

2006-10-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

Man, today sucks like so alot.
I cried alot in the room sakkk.
All thanks to FRIENDS?
And parents.

I hate it alot seh.
To my " so-called-friends ", donte pretend like you guys cared.
Cause, noone really appreciate me being in this world.
Im just a fcukingly pathetic idiotic gal.

My mommy & daddy confiscated my handphone seh.
Diao.
I was so excited to get a brand new phone, and this is what i get!?
Man, i hate it.

The unfairness.
I want to die!

Zaidi, kill me!

PS: HAPPY BDAE ATUK! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I DONTE EVEN WANNA LOSE YOU! PLEASE DONTE LEAVE ME!

2006-09-28T20:41:00.000-07:00

Im being bullied by Benedict from 1T2 during detention duty just now.
Sobs*. So sad. Haha.

Kehs, school was fine.
Our tables are now like arranged according to our index number.
And gosh, the place i have to sit is like so darn warm lahhh.
I mean like there's no fans there.
How to do exam if the place for me is not well ventilated???
Damn.
I planned to take back our standing fan from 1E2.
Thats for sure okehs.
I need well ventilated areas to actually do my exams. =]

The first period was Geography.
I somehow found that going through every important points in every chapter really helps you know.
Its like, you can be more focused to the key points & if you have time, you can focus on the not-so-important topics.
Cool lah. So, thats what Ms Yeong did.
She went through every chapter and note us with the important points.
Now, i can feel the heat of the examinations already. =]
I hope im prepared cause i kinda have confidence already seh. Just hope its not TOO confident, right? Hoho. =]

After Geography, had Maths.
Miss Lee was absent again.
Man, just how many days to exams and she's absent twice?
Just hope she'll get well soon. =]

After Maths, had recess.
Errr, nothing much.
Its just that i have received new duty.
My duty was to actually remind Zaidi how to arrange the benches for the teachers to sit during reading period. 2E4 was okay. They actually were quiet and did not make so much noise. THANK GOD! =D

After recess, had English.
Im loving Ms Huang already.
She just wonte fail to actually answer all our questions.
And, im confident to actually do the paper tomorrow.
I just hope i pass. =]
Im like for the first time, nervous. HAHA.

After English, had Science.
Macam biasak.
I didnt listen, okehs.
Im so dead meattt. Exams coming & my lazy attitude towards Science is coming back.
I just hope i have enough time to actually buck up in science.
However, mdm tan still rocks!
Love her to bits. She's so nice.

After Science had MT. Went through the buku kerja.
And we got back all our previous test papers & also files.
I didnt go down for detention duty early.
So, reached RTC at exactly 2pm.
I was so tired lahhh.
And benedict actually kept on making noises.
I have to actually threaten him then he listens. SHEESH!
And Mr Lee was nowhere to be found. I have to go around and search for him.
Bertambah penat lah aku. HAHA.

Then, went to Library with Rof,Sufiah,Aliff and Hakim.
Planned to study science but we didnt.
Then i went home with Aliff.
Nice person to talk to lahhh.
SALUTE YOU LAH CHAIRPERSON. =D

Kehs, im off.
Tomorrow english paper.
YAY!

2006-09-27T21:13:00.000-07:00

Omg! Today was a so memorable day to me!
Gosh gosh gosh. I cant believe it!
I actually spoke to mr sembilu! For the first time ever okehs.
Ahhh, im so glad i helped out for timekeeping again today. Woohoo.

Kehs, school was ok.
Woke up for sahur. Then, planned not to sleep, but cant control myself. Hoho.
So, i fell asleep instantly.
Woke up kinda early today. So took my time to actually get dressed and pack my bag.
As you all may know, im enjoying life nowadays. =]
Reached school. Suddenly i became tired.
I seriously hate fasting in school. I will get so damn fcuking tired and i felt like sleeping, all day! HAHA.
Then right, during silent reading, there's this god-damn irritating 2E3 boy name Joshua. He kept on asking people to shut up. Then, when silent reading, he made so much noise that i actually shout at him. Haaa, take that sucker! Woohoo.
Meeza : Shut up lahhh.
Joshua : * speaking in chinese then say, DONTE WANT LEHHH.
Meeza : You kept on asking people to shut up then u donte want to shut up. Idiot.
Joshua : * continue babbling in chinese which i obviously donte understand. =D

After that, had DnT.
I swear i so love Mr Neo! He rocks lahhhh.
I actually lose my temper because of that fcuking hamzah.
He printed the worksheets but doesnt have the fcuking initiative to actually staple all of them together and cause us to actually staple it for him during Mr Neo's lesson. He still have the cheek to sit down and look at us stapling them. & he got scolded. HAHHAHHAHAH.
Mr Neo said that we have to get 75 & above for our EOY dnt paper. If not, we have to copy textbook from page 92- 104. PICTURES BY PICTURES, WORDS BY WORDS.
However, i still like him & i enjoy being in his class. =]

After Dnt, had Geog.
Instead of teaching us, ms yeong gave us back our test papers and asked us to do the corrections ourselves. She also talked to us about the upcoming procedure of the EOY exams.
Hearing all the things said about EOY, im starting to freak out. Just 2 more days to our English paper.
Next week is already the NLEVELS exam. After that, we wonte be able to see the 4Ts and most probably the 4Ns. Im gonna miss Mikey and Muzammil bro. Haisss.
Muzammil bro's bdae coming already liao. Hehe.

After Geog, had recess. Farah is so cute!
Her hair was like sticking out and it looks so weird.
And guess what she said???
" As long as i didnt see the weirdness, i donte care "
I was like practically laughing at the statement. Cool what.
Then, did duty. I was like so busy finding replacements for detention duty. And i actually missed the first part of music. SOBS*
Didnt get to watch High School Musical.
When i came back to class, i opened the door and Yikee & Keefe were standing at the door. They got punished. I was like thanking them. The way they stand right showed me that they were like welcoming me back to class. Awww, sweet or what? HAHA.

After music, had MT. MT was okays.
Did the buku kerja.
Not much of joke.
Afiq is as usually funneh.
Laughed so much during MT just now.

After MT, had ART. Im liking fashion design already.
Ms Nana was like asking people who did the research to actually sit at the front of the ART room so that she can actually help us. Those who didnt do research, she's not gonna help.
I thought i didnt do the research. But i actually did.
Stupid or what siaa? And Shawn kept on saying that he loves fashion design and donte want to be a gay.
HAHA. Cute lah he.

After ART, had Maths. Miss Lee was absent. Mr Feroz took over. He's actually a cool teacher okehs. He's so young. He's just 21 years old.
He kept on asking the class who wanna go poly lah, whether maths boring or not, or what we wanna be when we grow up.
However, only I seemed to answer him every questions. HAHAHAHHA.
After school, helped out for 3Es oral exam. I took 3E4, which happens to be my bro's class and mr sembilu's class as well. I was just about to time them, when they say " eh, girl, u like hazwan ah ? "
I was like shaking my head. BEDEK SEHHHH! hahaha.
Then, i talked to mr sembilu.
My Sembilu : 10 minutes right?
Me : no lah. only 7 what.
My Sembilu : 7?? Oh okays.
Thats all basically we talked about. So, yeahs. However, i was so happy that i actually talked front to front with him. The feeling was so greatttt!
However, his frens right pointed a heart shape to hazwan whenever they saw me.
Dorang ni macam paham je yg aku suke dier. Dah tahu tu diam diam je lahhh.
HAHAHA.

Then, after that, went home.

Im doing a survery. Right now, for my sayang nana. HAHA.
So, here it goes :

1- Single, taken or crushing?
= single. However, i love this guy so much for 1 year already. MR SEMBILU!

2- Are you happy with your life now?
= Yeah. And i hope it stays forever this way. But if i get him, i will be more happier. MCM PAHAM. =]

3- When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
= Nopes. I think i wonte even know if he's the right person. I will argue with him first, EVERYDAY.

4- Have you ever had your heart broken?
= OF COURSE LAHHH! Hahaha. Painful you know. * sobs. HAHA.

5- Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is possible?
= NO WAY MANNNN.

6- Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you.
= Nopes. I donte believe in this shits. Once cheating, always cheating. CEHHH! haha.

7- Have you talk about marriage to other person before?
= If like friendly talk about marriage, yes. DUH! If like boyfriend-girlfriend talk about marriage, ONCE IN A LIFETIME! And thats disgusting. HOHO.

8- Do you want children?
= To be frank and honest, nopes. Im scared to give birth. HAHA. I want adopted ones. However, i LOVE babies. I still think its still too early to talk about babies, aint it? =]

9- How many?
= ERRR, see answer for question 8. Cehh, mcm serious nah gitukk. HAHA.

10- Would you consider adoption?
= YES YES YES.

11- If someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
= I will force him to tell me who he likes. For sure, he will tell. I HAVE MY TECHNIQUES. hoho.

12- Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
= ERRM, sometimes. Not all though.

13- Be honest, whats the furthest you and your ex did?
= He kissed me , even when i told him off! SIALANS!! Hahahaha.

14- Do you believe in love at first sight?
= Of course, i saw MR SEMBILU, on the first week of school and fell in love with him immediately. HAHA. I have loved him since 080105.

15- Are you romantic?
= Yeah. CEHHH. Self praising is a social disgrace. HAHAH.

16- Do you believe you can change someone?
= A defintely no.

17- I f you could get married somewhere, where will it be?
= SINGAPORE! Cause this is my country! =]

18- Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
= Not always. Sometimes, yeahhhh.

19- Do you have feelings for someone right now?
= Yeah, my mr sembilu! =]

20- Have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up?
= Nopes.

21- Have you ever broken a heart?
= Yeah, twice. Gee, im a bad girl. Tsk tsk.

22- If 1 day, ur bestfriend fell in love with the boy/girl who you deeply in love with, what would you do?
= I will get angry and i will steal away the guy she used to like. HAHAHA.

23- Are you missing someone now?
= Yes, my mr sembilu always. =]

5 people to do it :
- Elliyana
- Ryan
- Azal
- Elna
- whoever who is bored loorhhhs.

Okehs, im done.
Happy belated bdae Michael Ballack.
CHELSEA ROCKS!

2006-09-26T20:48:00.000-07:00

Okehs, school was tiring.
Im somehow now kinda happy already. =]
Woke up for sahur.
Was really damn sleepy lorh. Didnt get to sleep well last night.
I was practically screaming on top of my lungs when HADY MIRZA won singapore idol.
Ouh my darling jay looked so cute. And he sang no promises. Sweet seh.
I was like dreaming over him already. Haha.
Congrats once again Hady Mirza. I knew u will make us proud.

After waking up for sahur, slept back and woke up late!
Haha. I woke up at 6.35 am.
I still wanna go back to sleep only to realise that i have to go to school. "-"
So, bathed and got dress then left house.
Reached school right on time. Gosh, the weather was so humid sehh.
I was like so pespiring. There's no mass run. So, we were expected to do our self study.

Then, had Maths. Got back our common test paper.
I flunked it! I lost 4 marks. Teacher marked mine wrongly.
Man, i was so moody and restless that i separated my table away from the rest.
I actually broke down but heck, nobody knew. Phewwww.
After Maths, had Science. I wasnt paying attention, at all. Im so afraid of whats the outcome of the upcoming EOY. I know im gonna fail loads of subjects.
Dammmnnnn.

After Science, had recess.
Did my science homework there.
I got angry over nothing, again.
Stupid me. Idiot sakkkkkkk.
Took 2E4. The mentees were not doing anything.
Wells, its not my problem anyways. She's not my mentee.
I miss Raudha and Naeem like so much sehh.
I miss teaching both of them what they are supposed to do.
I hope they really enjoy being councillor.

After recess, had History.
Went through the questions for history test.
Without answers, cause teacher have not mark ours finish.
Mr joseph is just oh so adorable.
Haha, i enjoyed his lessons.

After that, had English. Wells, had like WW1, WW2, WW3, WW4.
We threw paper balls at each other all through english and LCD.
Since Ms Wee's absent, we were not graceful during LCD.
Heck, had fun though. HAHAHA.
After LCD, had MT. Wells, no comments. I was so weakk whenever it comes to MT period. I myself not sure why.

After school,went and help 3T2 for oral exam. I had to do time keeping.
Wahlao. So boring lehs. So siann.
I finished first though, then went to the library for awhile, and left school.
Sat under block with Sufiah first, then chatted.
Then, went and meet Zaidi and we went to fetch our sisters together.
I meant he fetch sarah, i fetch ira.
Had fun lahh. But i was so tired.
Im so glad when its buka time. HAHA.

Kehs, im off.

- Im glad i felt a lil bit better now. Thank god!
Patience pays. =]

2006-09-25T20:34:00.000-07:00

I really cant take the pain im feeling right now anymore.
Im feeling so shitty in school. I myself not sure why.
I know i have to be patient. Bulan Puasa katerkan.
However, nobody can understand the pain in me.
My problems, my life, my studies. All jammed up in my head.
I donte like it lahhhh.
I badly need to go to see the school councillor. [ Mrs Stella Goh ]
-Advantages-
- will feel better after sharing probs with someone whom can be trusted.
- will get meaningful advice from her.
-Disadvantages-
- will always be monitored. Anywhere i go.
- cant guarantee happiness.

I still want to go counselling.

School was shitty.
I seriously despise Hyekel. He just wrote my father's name on this table at school.
As long as i know, the table is open for everybody in the school.!
And he even wrote ' I hate aniq, from meeza '
WHAT THE FUCK kan??
I have been so patient man. I didnt use any vulgarities on him, thankfully.
Reached school and it was already raining.
Im tired lahh obviously at school cause fasting what.
Did works then went home lahh.

I just have no mood in blogging nimore.
I may or may not be blogging for some time, due to exams.

Off.

2006-09-24T22:26:00.000-07:00

Im hurt, again. Haisss.
I guess thats me huh? Hurt, hurt, hurt.
Im sick and tired of all this bullshits already liao.
I want to be happy.
Everytime im happy, someone will somehow or someway hurt me.

I donte see the need of me doing blog-hopping.
If you guys wanna noe, i got hurt is because of blog-hopping.
I read my friend's blog, she had fun.
Without me. Im not that important to have fun with, i know.
You donte need me to have fun.
The least you can do is to at least inform me lahh.

Whatever lahh.
I donte want all this to happen now!
Like, critical exam period.
It did happen.
Fuckness to it.
I donte want all this to affect my studies. My results.

I have to be patient.
Fasting month. To be patient.
I hope i can.
* wishing & praying.

Changed blogskin.
Added my sayings. Whatever im feeling, i wrote it down.
I felt a little bit better after doing so.

My hand have been aching.
Since yesterday night.
Wells, the weakness in me, building up again.
I hate it.

I have sore throat.
During fasting month somemore.
Fuckness to all this.

Im off lah.
Late at night already.

-I LOVE THE COUNCILLOR BODY!

2006-09-24T17:37:00.000-07:00

I have not been blogging for so long already sia.
Nothing to blog about.
Friday, kena smacked by AYUNIE ADIANA during PE. Hoho.
She's just so violent. Haha.

Then, haiss.
Nothing much.
Donte feel like blogging nowadays.

Happy fasting to the malay peeps.
And to elna & melvin , happy belated bdae!

<333s,
meeza =]

2006-09-21T19:43:00.000-07:00

Mommy just couldnt keep her mouth shut sakkk.
Bingit sehs. She said im out of control.
Kehs, im hurt again lahhh, OBVIOUSLY!
I just found myself not welcome in the family. "-"

School was okaylah.
Nothing much happened.
Detention duty gerek. Haahaa.
And i flunked maths and geog. I know im gonna fail history tomorrow.

Ouh and im expected to say the pledge next year.
So, early in the morning, just now, practiced.
Kekek siak. Funneh.
Then, had meeting. Got scolded for asking the class to stayback.
Its all actually because of Shihui.
Nevermind lah, all for one one for all. =]
After that, had Geog.
And i so gonna fail my geog man. I totally gave up hope. =[
After that, had Maths test. I did all the questions, but effort go down the drain.

AHHH, I JUST HATE EVERYTHING LAH EH!
Man, so pissed off at my mother.
How fucking irritating can she get??!!?!?!??!?!?!

FUCKKK NEESSSS !

2006-09-20T18:07:00.001-07:00

I so love Mr Choy Jie Feng!
Thanks for all the songs. You are so kind!
Ain and me are now soul sisters! Woohooo!
We look kinda alike. Cool huh?
Soul sisters forever aite. =]
Me and Aqilah are like in laws.
Haha, thats cause she's currently attached to my bro.
And i wish that will be forever.

School wasnt great either.
Im still feeling shitty lahhh.
Whatever happened yesterday still leaves a deep mark in me.
Ouh and Hyekel just couldnt stop calling me names. He didnt call me just any names, he called me by my father's name. Rude or what?
Damn him. I donte want, because of him, i hate anyone else who have something gotta do with him. That includes Syamir and Zaidi.
I donte want that to happen, seriously.

Reached school stressing abot fucking DnT.
And the bookshop aunty sucks! She's like nagging all the way seh.
Excuse me? Its not like i use your photocopier for free,did i?
And the photocopier spoils at the very last minute!
What the fuckness? She said come back later.
So me and Aaliyah went to the bookshop after silent reading, only to find she's not there.
Im so pissed at her okehs.

However, Mr Neo didnt punish us. Thankfully.
He's like so nice siaaa. And i still havent finish the fucking DnT.
So, i told him im handing in the product+prototype+folio tomorrow.
He said ok! Gosh, lucky.

Ouh and that fucking Hamzah came late today.
Dier fikir style ah tu datang lambat?
He said that to Sufiah. Wasnt i mad!
Of course i am lahhh. Im late just like for the second time ok? He's late for like how many zillion billion time.
I, obviously didnt say anything. Fucking bustard.
So, when he came late, i said that back to him. I donte know if he heard me or not lahh.
And he skipped DnT. Im so complaining man. I donte give a fucking shit what the people in my class gonna say about me, what i noe is, im gonna report to discipline teacher.
Im so fucking pissed at him sakk.
I didnt even know whatever wrong i did to him siaa! Suddenly, we are fighting.
Its all up to him lah eh. Its not like i desperately want to be his friend. PUH-LEASSE!

Ms Yeong was absent, again. And the home-ec students were not in class too.
So, a relief teacher and the DnT students only were in the class.
Crapped alot with Crystalle,Joshua,Shao qi and Jiefeng. Fun siaaa. They were all talking about fucking.

Recess was ok. Not much happened.
I have to run up and down alot of times.
Im not surprised if i lost some weight. Hoho.
I have to get the signatures of the councillors incharge of the detention class.
LAME lahh.

Supposedly to have music, but we didnt. Ms Lynn was absent.
So, this relief teacher took over.
Borring, didnt do much. Ate Jessica's seafood home-ec food.
I forgot im allergic to seafood. HOHO.
So, i started scratching all the way.
Irritating and DISGUSTING.

MT was kinda lame. Teacher talking about Teenage LOVE.
And people say i and Afiq couple.
So, i said ah that Sufiah and Haziq couple.
HAHA. Funny lahhh.

ART was fun. Did the fashion design.
I love it lorh. So fun to draw.

MATHS was boring.
I was like halfway dozing off already. =]

After school, did DnT.
Then, watched the friendly match between our school netball girls and Marsiling sec netball girls. Marsiling sec were good sia.
And i saw arianah.
How much i missed her. Hehe.

Then went home.
Fuckness.
I hate it. =[

2006-09-19T20:55:00.000-07:00

I am feeling so fucked up right now.
Everything seems to be bothering me right now.
Studies, friendship and studies again.
Damn it lahhh.

DnT is making me sick! Seriously man.
I am so feeling fucked and shit about it siaaa.
Im like trying my best to pass my exams.
Somehow or someway, DnT just wont allow me to. "-"
Yes, it sounds lame to me too.
People just donte get it. Easier said than done.
I just couldnt seem to get what teacher is teaching into my HEAD.
Its just so hard for me to do so.
I wonder why lahhhh.
It affects me in every single way.

Exams are like just really near the corner.
And im still confused. What the hell is teacher teaching?
Thats BAD. Man, i really wanna make it to 3E2 next year.
I donte want to be framed as CCA-less.
I am so planning to reopen ELDDS.
Come what may ok. ELDDS is so opening. soon.
I hope it is. I am gonna make it happen.

I donte know what the fucking hell is wrong with me.
Mommy and daddy just couldnt stop scolding me.
Im just so having a hard time trying to cope with parents+siblings and studies.
Everything i do, it will always be wrong in my parents's eyes.
I hate it. I just simply hate it mann.
The feeling sucks. They just couldnt understand.
" angah, belajar betol2. Kau kene pass. "
BULLSHIT! Yeah, i am studying.
They just somehow, or someway preventing me to do so.
They are discouraging me mann.
" KAU NI! AMBIK DADAH KEPE? LEMAH JE! KAU JANGAN MACAM2! "
See?? Of all things eh, dadah siot kene.
That word is enough to bring me down. They donte even trust me.
How discouraging, pathetic and disappointing seh.
I am so upset. My parents have accused me TWICE for taking drugs.
If they really want me to take drugs, then i'll take ah.
If im taking drugs, i wonte be doing so-called well in my studies what.
I feel so hurt and discouraged.

The BGR relationship between my friends and their boyfriends affect me too!
I just donte know why.
I read their blog. They are depressed, i got depressed too.
Man, i donte know what the fucking hell is wrong with me.
I seriously donte give a fucking shit about the rest.
But, my parents. Man, i am feeling so so down sakk.
I also hate it when all my effort, going down the drain.
Say whatever you people wanna say okehs? My blog! I have the right to express my feelings in here. Despise it then go to hell lahh!

FRIENDS? I hate the word friends. To me, i have no friends. Casual friends, alot.
Best and true friends? NONE sia.
I hate it when people blame for nothing. Even if its not my fault.
Macam sial sakk. And so what i like chelsea? IT HAVE FUCKING NO BUSINESS TO THOSE WHO DONTE LIKE IT WHATTTT!
Why is everything happening now? Damn it.
Exam period somemore. Fuck.
My heart really ache mannnn. I didnt even do anything and im accused for no reason.
What the fuck was that supposed to be siiiaa?
If you guys hate me, tell ahh! Why? Chicken ahhh?
Tell face - face, i donte mind. =[

I donte know why all this are affecting me so much.
I understand about my parents lahh.
OBVIOUSLY!
They are my parents and they accused me!
If my parents think of me this way, what would others think of me?

And this DnT shit, i still have not completed it.
School's getting sucky and sucky every single day.
Please kill me somebody!
I want to eat sleeping pills so that i can sleep, for as long as i want.
No disturbance.

2006-09-18T21:42:00.000-07:00

I woke up so superly duper late, which results to me, landing myself in DETENTION today.
Fuckness. Man, how embarrassing. Haha.
A councillor landing herself in detention. Hoho. =x

Woke up at 6.55. I still have the cheek to stare at the clock, and realised that im late. "-"
I didnt actually rush lorh, cause i know im late already what.
So, took my own time to walk to school. =]
When i reached class, everyone was like " eh, meeza. How early can you get? "
Haha. Sarcastic or what?
Studied chapter 6 : Issues on SEX
Disgusting okays? They showed all about abortion. EWWW!
Poor thing sia. And they even showed the proper way to use a condom.
This part, the guys will be " WAHHHH! "
But i still donte know how to use a female condom. =]
Cummon, who knows we might need it? WE, NOT ME! Hoho.
After Science, had English.
Okehs lah, not that bad. I somehow hate to hear her voice.
After English, had Recess. Not bad lahh actually.
I somehow tried my best to run away from him.
So, switched duty with Sufiah. Haha. Poor girl, because of me, she sacrificed.
After recess, had Lit. Lit test was okay, manageable. But i have a strong feeling im gonna flunk it. For sure. :P
After Lit, had Maths. Somehow, maths is getting more boring, especially when Ms Lee started scolding. I hate it.
However, maths is still my thang! Haha.
After Maths, had MT. MT test was okay. Laughed alot with Qidah and Sufiah. Haha, best lahhhhhh!
After school, headed to detention room. Sat down and did the reflection form when Mdm Zaliha asked me to follow her. I did, and she released me. Cause i have meeting to attend to.
I SO NEED A NEW ALARM CLOCK, THANKS!
Went to Councillor meeting at AVA. Man, was it cold. I was like " brrrrrrrrrr "

After meeting, waited for Jummy*, Sufiah, Yana and Faz. Talked to Aqilah. She's a great girl lahhh. I like her already. =]

Im so confused. He likes me? Is that just a stupid prank joke he's playing on me??????
Gosh, what if it is? What if it isnt???
Damn it.
Im feeling so shitty. Haha.

Ouh, and my prepaid's low. Thanks to him.
However, it saved me. Hehe.
I have to give him my answer, but i couldnt reply his msg-es.
So, no need to answer him. =]
Heee. Im off!

Ps: Mikey, whats ur password?? Tell me in sch aite. Thanks! :)

2006-09-17T12:31:00.000-07:00

Wells, i donte have much to update now.
Very bored at home lahh.
Went to the library with ira and irul yesterday.
Saw erman, his matair and MUZAMMIL BRO!
Yeah, he still owe me lollipop. =]
Today, going to the library again. To do this project.
Haisss, library weekend for me. Hoho.
I am just wondering right, why MATS like to go library?
As in like boys who have nothing better to do.
Just sitting at the library and flirting. YES! I think library is the inappropiate place to flirt. Am i right, ladies? Hoho.
Kehs lah, im off!

Ouh and today is Zaidi's bdae! Happy bdae dude.
All the best in whatever you do aite. May god bless you!
Best friends forever!

=]

2006-09-15T17:59:00.000-07:00

School was fun, and kind of depressing.
Haa, the depressing part is more to the end of the day ahh.

So, woke up late. again.
I am just so lazy to wake up early in the morning.
So, i was kinda rushing to school lahh.
Luckily, i reached on time. =]

Start silent reading, but it was raining halfway so we proceeded on to the classroom and had our silent reading at class instead.
We did not really read though. Hoho.

After silent reading, had History.
Have i told you that Mr Joseph is adorable? I think i did and yes, HE IS!
He's just a great teacher. He never stop teaching, even if we call him buddha. =D

After History, supposedly to have P.E. However, Mr Ben was absent. =[
We didnt have P.E but we have worksheets to do. Boring sak.

Literature was ok, not bad. I was proud to do my homework.

Recess rocks!
Okaylah, not that bad. I just felt that today was the best recess ever. I also donte know why.
2E4 was okay. There's this girl, whose name is Pei Qi or something, she ate in class.
Sufiah knew, and scolded her. I called her out and talk one-to-one with her, nicely. She said she doesnt care what sufiah say cause she likes to scold. She said she prefer me to take her class. AWWW. Touching or what? =][= HAHA.
Muahahhaa. "-"

After recess, had English. Did some work and i got so stressed out over nothing. Hehe.

After English, had Science. Gerek ah. As per normal.
And me, Jiefeng, Haziq, Crystalle and Rachel crapped alot sia. I told them im a part time stripper. Hoho. And we planned to work in the same place together, when we grow up.
We must keep in touch yeahs. Hehe.
Sweet lah them. My group rocks! Crystalle and rachel were and are very nice and sweet.

After school, planned to study at 2N1. However,there were people in there so tk jadik. We were walking home when Aizat called me.
We talked and stayed back all the way to 4 plus. Shidy and Firdaus were angry, wonder why. Haha. Stay back kat carpark. Bodoh seh. Then, went back to school, and left not soon after. Fun day lahh.
Ouh and i received a fcuking dare. I have to tell Hazwan, i like him. FACE TO FACE. I guess im not gonna do it lahh.

Ouh, and Firdaus cute seh just now. He got pissed because Shidy didnt follow him to go prayers. Cute kan? Haha, and he bought for me lollipop. Thanks dude.
And Muzammil bro, you owe me a lollipop tauuu. =]

Taking care people.
Love you all to the max man!

TOODLES!

Ouh and im so in love with the song ' im not missing ' by Stacie Orrico man. And Aizat say my voice very nice. LIKE DUH!
AEEEENNNG!
hahaa, just joking. Thanks anyways.

2006-09-14T20:09:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Syafiqah and Mikey!
May you guys be happy always and may you guys lead a blessed life.

School was ok.
I was embarrassed towards the end. Damn.
Reached school as per normal.
I just have no mood just now. Haha.
Ouh and Wan Faris was like so giler lah just now.
He kept on showing me how to transform into ranger form. "-"
And he told his friend i like power ranger. Fucktard kan?
Haahaa, but he's funny laahh.

Then, after silent reading, had Geog.
Fun larh. Not bad. Geography is getting better and better as time goes by.
After Geog, had Maths.
We had surprise mock test sakk. I was like ' what the fcuk? '
Hais, i think i can make it lahh. At least i hope so. =x
After maths, had recess.
Same old recess. Nothing much happened.
After recess, had English.
Ouh, and i exceeded the word limit for the suspense story test seehh.
However, i had fun writing though. Muahaha.
After english, had Science.
Did practical. Fun siaakk. I learnt how to actually cut a potato. HAHA.
Kehs, shut up ehs. Haha.
After Science, had MT. MT macam biase ah. GEREK! =]
After school,went to to DD. Boring maut nyer! Haiss. I hate it =P

Then, NCC had their training.
CHIN CHEE SUCKS LAHH. he told everyone in NCC that i like hazwan.
BABI KAN?
And he even told HAZWAN himself sakkk! CHIBAI!
Haisss.

Went home. Had fun!

2006-09-13T20:07:00.000-07:00

I am so understanding Science nowadays.
Hurray. Haaa.
Stayed back for Science remedial. Gosh, 2 whole hours of Science.
Gerek or what? Mdm Tan rocks so much!
She's never tired of teaching us. Thank you cher.

So, school was okay ah. Not bad.
Reached school, then, started to read already.
I just find myself different now.
More to the good side of different, get it?
So, as i was saying. My DnT product was a mess.
Wait, not was. It IS a mess.
Damn it, i have no time to complete it.
Sucks okehs. I really donte want to fail DnT. I want to get at least an A2 for DnT.
I have to buck up in folio + theory.
After DnT, had Geog. Kehs, studied as per normal. DUH.
Haaaahaaa. Nothing much happened lorh.
After Geog was recess. Okaylah. Very hot day sia. Ouh and i have broken up with Hyekel.
PLEASE REJOICE WITH ME PEOPLE!
I have been waiting for so long for this time to come, and it actually did.
After recess, had Music. Gosh, i love HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!
Watched it just now, gerek tau. I love it. Haaa. Zac Efron is hot. Ouh so hot mann.
After music, had MT.
Had so much laughter as per normal. MT really is fun lahh.
After MT, had Art. Did my fashion design and it looked different.
Haaa, art is so not me okehs? =]
After Art, had Maths. Macam biase, gerek. Haha.

Then, after school, stayed back for Science remedial.
Mommy doesnt believe i have remedial.
She scolded me for coming home late.
Haiss.
Thought of watching Rusty soccer match. But had no time.
We finished our remedial at 4.35.
Went home and got scolded.
What the fuck? Haiss.
Haha. Im off lahh.

Ps: HAPPY BDAE DARLING KEEFE TAN! YOU MADE ME LAUGH WORHS!
AND HAPPY BDAE MY DEAREST DARLING BOYFRIEND, FABIO CANNAVARO! LOVE YOU. ROCK ON BOTH OF YOU!
Yayness!

2006-09-12T15:41:00.000-07:00

I didnt know i owed Arif bubble tea?
Like since when was that?
But, nevermind. Knowing the baik me, i will buy for him.
This i promise him. Haaa, baik or what?
Of course lahh. Hehe. x]

So, reached school kinda late. But not as late as yesterday.
Was woken up by Jumalia's message. Thanks for sms-ing me.
If not, i wonte even be waking up. Haaa, as you all know, i always off my alarm and went back to sleep. "-"

So, bathed and got dress and walk to school with Zalbiah.
Reached school, sat and started reading.
I am so glad and proud of myself for completing all my homework yesterday night.
However, tests coming up. Exams are in like three weeks time.
Man, i still am not prepared sakk. Nevermind, i donte mind not getting the handphone, i just want to do well and get to 3E2.
Take DnT and yeahs, A-maths. Gosh, i hope i at least pass.
But right, i think, if i didnt get the phone, i will be darn disappointed. Haiss. Like seriously, i was looking forward to it seh. =[
After silent reading, had mass run.
And its so freaking unfair sakk. The 2T1 AND 2T2 students donte need to run. Fuck kan?
They got this trip to ITE. Whatever lahh. Its always them tau. Kiter yg Express and Acad doesnt get to go ANYWHERE. Sheesh.
After mass run, had Maths. Gosh, i just simply love it. Its MY thang ya know. Haaa.
After maths, had Science.
I love Mdm Tan so much! She rocks! Haaahaaa.
Ouh and i have a new sworn enemy. Its CHUA CI JIE!
I hate him like so fuck man. He sucks like no doubt. =[ Urgghhh.
After science is recess.
No comments though. Haiss.
After recess, had History. Mr Joseph is just so cute. He is, serious!
Haaahaaa, so adorable. And he's a fun teacher to joke with seh. Gerek ah.
After History, had English. I did her work without grumbling. Im liking myself more nowadays. Haahahaa.
After English, had LCD. Did our group planning. Ntg much though.
After LCD, had MT. Had so much laughter with Afiq and Sufiah. Haaa, best lahh.
After school, stayed back for awhile and went home.

I love life!

PS: HAPPY BDAE SYAKIRIN!

Hamzah, whatever did i do wrong to you?

2006-09-11T16:54:00.000-07:00

I miss my baby Ashish. I want to blog pictures of my baby.
I still have a lot. But, here are some of it.
He's darn cute okk?
Hehe, im sure Khalijah would love this part. =]

Ashish darling, mommy miss you!
I love you. <333333333>

2006-09-11T16:25:00.000-07:00

Haaa, guess what people.
Liverpool are like liverfools. =]
They lost to EVERTON 3-0.
My tim cahill scored the first goal. Alaah, bagos banget.
HEY,
NO OFFENCE TO LIVERFOOLS FANS OUT THERE YEAH?
Hohoho.
School was fun. Woke up late.
Mind you, its the first day somemore.
What a luck to start the day. Haisss.
However, reached school on time. Haaa.
I was so darn sleepy and simply have no mood to entertain my friends.
Sorry peeps, was tired aite. x]
Then, had Science. Haaa, im so paying attention man. CAUSE I WANT TO GET A HANDPHONE rmb? Haahaaa.
I listened and i hope Mdm Tan's proud of me. Hoho.
Then, after Science is English. I did her work happily and proudly.
I didnt grumble okehs? I swear i didnt. =D
After English, had recess. Okehlah, not that bad though.
Did take care of 2E4 just now. Macam paham, biasak ah. Naughty people.
After recess, had Lit. I did her work again.
Only this time, i did grumble.
Haah, im satisfied lah with myself now. Even if i donte get the phone, i have changed for the better. Good enough what. =]
Then, after that was Maths. Ms lee absent. AWW.
Usually kan, if during Ms Huang and other relief teacher's lessons kan, i wonte be doing their work tau. Only today, i did. Yipee yay!
Then, had MT. Afiq and Sufiah best lahh. We were practically laughing at the back! Haha. Ouh and Afiq, MAN U kental lahhh.
No offence to MAN U fans out there yeah. Hoho.
Afiq played with paper aeroplanes. Gosh, i had fun. Im loving it. Hurray or what? Hahaha.
Then after that, had CT with form teachers. I drop one position and im upset. Like so upset. However, councillor meeting cheered me up. Hehe.
I really had fun there you know. For the first time ever. =]
And crapped with Muzammil bro,Maz, Mikey and Aizat before going to Councillor meeting. Haaa. Fun man. I love Mazrifah laahh. She rocks! Okehs, my bro too! And so does Mikey! =]
Then, had meeting. Haaa, FUN LAHH.
Chin chee was superly superly nice just now. He still call me Hazwan though.
SIALANS! hahaa.
I had so much fun today!
Such a great mood to end the first day of school.

Im off peeps. Got homework to complete.
Outz!

Ouh,
PS : GG, i miss you guys loads. Really, i do. Sometimes i wonder if you guys talked about me or still remember me when you guys were together. I really do.
I still have my other friends though. x]
Im happy nowadays and im gonna stay that way.

I forgot yesterday was Hamzah's bdae. Haaa, happy belated bdae dude!
Ouh and tomorrow is Keefe's and FABIO CANNAVARO's bdae.
My cute classmate and my cute boyfriend.
Ahhh, how much i enjoyed life!

HOHO!

2006-09-10T16:20:00.000-07:00

It feels different.
All of us, separated. It really feels different.
Damn, how i miss the old days.
Anyways,
HAPPY BDAE MY DARLING BLOGGIE!
I have been blogging for the past one year already.
I love you alot, bloggie.
Life without you never seem complete.
HEEEHEEE.
Changed blogskin, again.
Man, =]
School's starting tomorrow. Yay!
How much i miss school.
Kehs, im off.

ps: happy bdae to letsburnthehouse and to hyekel.
=]

Ouh, and yesterday, all my family members came.
Uncle Raj,Aunt Fida, Mama and Uncle Pin stayed till 1 am.
Ouh and uncle raj promised me something.
He says if i get straight A's for all my subjects this end of year, i will get a brand new phone.
No matter how much it costs.
IM SO DETERMINED FOR IT MAN!

I must study.
Outz.

6111, HERE I COME. =]

2006-09-08T20:31:00.000-07:00

To hyekel,
Here's an idea. Why donte you just FUCK OFF?!
I want it to end here. Right now!
I seriously hate you to the core. Haaa.
Im not interested in telling people why are we fighting.
But, I WANT TO END HERE. :]
I donte wish to stead with you any longer.

Im back people!
Gosh, how much i miss home sweet home. Haaahaaa.
Days at the chalet was so fun!

DAY 1
Reached Costa Sands @ around 2 plus. Went into the chalet and my bro and Shazei went to swim already. I was just walking around when i saw Syah and family. I was like shocked lorrrhh. Hehe. But, farhanah, no worries. Nothing happened there. So far, he didnt flirt around. Haaaa, jahat sehs aku. :]
Then, ibu's friends came. Fun larh them.
Then, i went cycling with Liyanna. Gosh, she's one great girl.
We are of the same age, so we understand each other quite well.
Started barbeque-ing. The food was paradising mann. So appetizing. Then, along came. Then, went home. Haaa, had such a fun day.

DAY 2
Woke up in the morning. Went swimming. Kehs, i was so worried i would get sunburn. BUT I DIDNT! yay! But, i became darker lah obviously. Haahaa.
Then, changed and went cycling again.
Had so much fun with Shark kuzzy, Shazei kuzzy, Ira and irul.
Gerek ah. Then, reached home. Mom start to barbeque again.
Me and Shark kuzzy went out and walked around.

Had so much fun lah.
However, somehow, HYEKEL has to spoil my mood there.

I still had fun though.
Im off!

PS : HAPPY BDAE MRS HEIKAL!

did you guys miss me?
Im sure you guys did. ;D

2006-09-05T15:58:00.000-07:00

Lucky for me, things between me and hyekel are better.
Gosh, what was i thinking?
Haaahaaa, i still love him laahh. And im sure, breaking up is not the best way.
Yes, we fought because of HAZWAN.
Sheesh. Haaahaaa.
I hope things between us will get better sweetie.
Here's a special dedication to you :!
Dearest you,
I want to thank you,for entering my life. For making me and taking me to be part of your life, again. Even though we are not like other couples, whom are always together and sweet to each other, i still love you loads. I appreciate you being you the way you are now. No matter what people say about you, you are still my one and only darling in my life.
Hyekel darling, i will love you forever. Thank you for everything. I love you for who you are not what you are ok. :)
Meeza <333333333>

Changed blogskin again.
Im just so bored at home lahh.
Ouh, and people.
Miss me when im gone yeahs. Haahaa.
Cause, 6-8 of September, im going to CHALET!
Yeahhhh.
Im liking it.
Im so excited. :)

Ouh, and i wanna thank my two beloved bro. Muzammil and Zul.
Thanks for being there for me all this while yeah.
And Zul bro, i miss you!
All the best to Muzammil bro and Aqilah yeahs. :)
May the two of you lead a blessed life!

Yana,Ju, Faz. I miss you guys so much.
Just remember this, even though im not with you guys, i still love you guys loads.

I love everybody + hyekel.
You guys make me happy.
THANKS! <3333333333333333333333

PS: www.letsburnthehouse.blogspot.com
-Its celebrating its 1 year birthday on 10th sept. Same bdae as Hyekel's. HAAAAHHAAA.
My two beloved darlings, celebrating their bdae on the same day.
COOL!

2006-09-04T16:47:00.000-07:00

I love my yumyum.
Ouh,and we are fighting because of jealousy?
He says i have crushes on guys, so can he.
What the fcuk?
Kehs, even though i have crush on guys, i love him what.
And this is because of Chin Chee.
He went and tell Hyekel that i like Hazwan.
Excuse me? That is so last year.
I donte like him anymore what.
Now, because of this, im fighting with my yumyum.
Thats not fair.
Urghhh. Btw, sorry sayang, for thinking all these negative thoughts about you.
However, im still thinking.
Considering to break up with you.
Im really soooo confused right now.
Any kind souls, willing to give me advice?
I noe my darling Yana did. Thanks darl.
Honestly, i miss you guys.

-CONFUSED!

PS: Happy bdae to beyonce and also to jason david frank!

2006-09-03T13:42:00.000-07:00

I seriously am so pissed off at my fucking boyfriend..
The least he could do is to just reply my fucking message sakk.
It makes me wonder if he's alive or not.
Or whether he's sick or not.

Urggghhh, im so freaking pissed at him.

Breaking up?
Hell yeah..
For sure, its gonna be the end of us!

However, im not sure if this is what i want.
I can say this out of anger, right?
I still love him.
But, if he continues to behave this way.
I have nothing to say.

Im off!

2006-09-01T11:02:00.000-07:00

To be honest, its not over yet lahhh..
I was hoping though... xP
I mean like im getting sick of him..
My friends says he's irresistable..
HOWEVER,
after me, knowing how he's like for how many days already, i seriously think he sucks..
Haaa.. Not sucks lahh.. He's like ignoring me!
Is that how a boyfriend should be?
Haaaiiss, he ignored me, i ignored him lorhh..
He flirt with girls, i flirt with boys, too! xD

To Muzammil :
I noe lah u 'frust tonggeng' semalam.. Haaha, lucky syamir was listening to my complains about Zaidi.. So, hope you will get over the misery soon bro.. x)
I miss Zul bro.. Its been a long time since i last talk to him.. Haisss..

I want it to be over.. I donte noe if its a good thing or not!
Im confused of my own feelings..
What the fuck?
Ouh and i hate 2N1 malay boys.. xD
Especially, that shorty.. Faiz.. He sucks like so much!
Suckers.. Go and die and go to hell.. xD

To yana :
Happy anniversary darling! Love ya loads..

To syamir and Zaidi :
Thanks guys, for being my best ever friend.. Hope we will be friends forever aite.. Smile always dudes.. To syamir, relax tau.. Jangan selalu frust2.. Haahaaa..
This part, syamir will go " AKU TK FRUST LAHH ! " Hahahaa..
Fun lah them..

To aniq :
Even though the rest hates u, i still find you my friend.. I appreciate you being you.. Donte forget, whatever it is, i will be behind your back always horh.. Smile always dude..
Remember, u still got ur friends including me! and Muzammil..
Must stay happy! :)

Im off..
Im sick, again.. FUCK LAHHH!

2006-08-31T22:49:00.000-07:00

Its over? HELL YEAH!
No more yumyum.. No more dancing..
No more anything!
Im so freaking happy..
Went to WRPS, but cannot enter..
Fuck that new principall ahh. Hate her siaaa.
Crapped with Syamir,Zaidi,Muzammil and Aniq..
IM THE ONLY GIRL..
And they bully me.. I complained to Muzammil,he doesnt care..!!
HAHA..
Then, went home.. Tired sia...
Slept all the way.. xD

Im off!

HAPPY ADVANCE TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!
HAPPY BDAE TO ZULHAKIM!
AND HAPPY ADVANCED ANNIVERSARY TO YANA!

2006-08-30T20:04:00.000-07:00

Im pissed at my yumyum siaaaa..
I donte wanna talk about it..
I really really hate him lahhh..
He doesnt appreciate me as his true girlfriend..
Urgggghhh..
School was okay but tiring.. Did DnT.. But had no mood to finish the product because i broke Sheliza's and Zalbiah's product! Man, i really really feel so guilty babe..
And i almost lost my phone.. I thought, its the end of my phone..
HOWEVER,
I soon found out that its with Mr Neo.. He saw my phone, stranded on the table, and he took it..
I was panicking siaaa..
Kehs, then went home..
Walked in the rain and got so drenched.. Haaa..
Ouh, and i have to dance.. FUCK!
I hate it lahhh.. Damn damn damn damn..

I hate my results..
I got 26/37..
RABAK!

Dahlah, im off!
Happy advanced bdae to Zulhakim..

2006-08-29T20:02:00.000-07:00

Im sick of everything..
Sick and tired..
Cant they just leave people alone?
And let them at least have some peace?
Fuck all these people who have been making my life miserable tau..
Im really pissed..
Donte even bother asking why..
Cause i just donte wish to talk about it..

I just have a rocking time with Mazrifah and my bro,Muzammil..
Gerek ah..

PS: HAPPY BDAE TO ASYRAF!

2006-08-28T20:14:00.000-07:00

What the fuck lahh eh..
Im pissed at my yumyum..
Urgggghhh, however, im not that pissed though..
Can you actually imagine?
Your boyfriend asked you to do this dare to hug your friend?!!
Ouh my goodness.. Kejam sehs..
So, i asked him to hug a girl too..
Haisss, what to do? At least he told people that im his girlfriend..
Ouh, and there's this girl who flirts with him in front of me..
Fuck that sec 1 girl.. Whoever your name is!

Enough talk about yumyum already lahhhhhh..

School was okk.. Reached school surprisingly late.. Haaa..
And i saw bholee on the way.. Miss her like hell sehs..
We talked about our problems and stuff..
I really really miss her lahh..
Reached school.. Nothing exciting happened.. Just, read the book and listened to Mrs Song's speech and went up to classroom for normal lesson..
First period was science and IM LOVING IT!!!!
Guess why? Cause we are currently learning chapter 5!
Sexual reproduction in human beings..
Fun lahh.. And this is the part when the class really listens..
Ouh and Jiefeng kept on asking us whether we have grown our pubic hair or not..
Like cummon! Who wants to tell people, right?
Dumb sia.. Hahaha...
After Science, had English..
Done with the newsletter thingy and im proud of my groupwork lahh..
It was nicely done.. Thanks to *ehems!
No lahhh.. Everyone in the group did their thing and made this project a success! Yay!
After English, had recess..
I just wanna say this to Aniq..
I hope im not offending you.. I want to see a brand new aniq.. However, i still like you this way.. Nice and friendly.. I still love you and treasure you as a friend of mine even though the rest hates you..
Relaks aite.. Things are gonna get better, trust me..
After recess, had Literature.. I love Lit lahhh..
Its just so enjoyable and so fun to learn.. And, im practically the only one who paid attention to her class.. :)
Proud? HELL YEAH!
After Lit, had Maths.. However, ms lee was absent.. * GRINS!
Supposed to do the maths ws but me and jiefeng didnt.. Jiefeng got excited about the 40 year old virgin.. And he kept on talking about it.. "-".
And i just couldnt stop talking about Bring It On.. Hehehee.. "-" "-".
Then, after Maths.. Had MT..
Afiq was so god-damn irritating lahhh.. I wanna change place.. Away from Sufiah and him...
After MT, had assembly.. BORIINGG!
But kan, there's this guy, from 1N2.. He's so small!!! And cute.. I mean like his frends were so big! He's so small.. And his phone just kept on vibrating..
After school, went to Councillor meetingg..
Donte wish to elaborate on it though.. :(
Just wanna say this, be strong to those people whom have been sacked..

Then, after school, lepak-ed at VIVA with Hyekel, Zaidi and Mazrifah.. Then, went to this playground i dunno where..
Had fun there.. But, they called me airport..
FUCK!

Ouh and btw, aizat's so sweet tauu..
Aziz, u are so dead!

PS: HAPPY BDAE TO LAMPARD DARLING!
CHELSEA ROCKS!

2006-08-27T16:50:00.000-07:00

I felt so much better.
After seeing my blog and also hearing my blog song..
Kehs, i love this song..
Yesterday was a blast!
It was so fun mann..
Abang Fai rocks! He blanja us LJS..
I love him as my bro already.. He and my sis suit wells.. :)
Then, reached home at around 9 plus - 10.. Watched Bring It On..
I love the cheerleading steps lahhh..
Ouh and cliff is like so hot!
Conference with Zaidi, yumyum and Syamir..
I was so confused as in which one is which..
Come on lahh.. They are all guys, voice almost the same whhatt.. I couldnt even differentiate..
Fun day yesterday..

Im off to finish my english project..
Tag my blog people.. :)

PS: HAPPY BDAE TO DECO DARLING! - i love portugal! and barcelona cause my darling deco is inside.. Love ya..
Meeza & yumyum.. xP
Whatever...

2006-08-26T14:29:00.000-07:00

Nice one Ju.
I enjoyed reading your blog.. Especially, when the entry is about me..
Haaa, nice one..
Now, let me say what i have to say..
After this, lets end it. In a nice and easy way.. No more fighting, no more everything.
Deal?

Kehs, this is what exactly happened..

On tuesday night, i sms-ed and zaidi sms-ed me.. Zaidi told me bad things about yumyum.. And i got pissed.. Why? Because he's my boyfriend.
I said to Zaidi.
Meeza : i heard korang nak kacau aniq? Eh, korang tak kesiankan dier ke? Kalau korang tak kesiankan, aku kesiankan. Faham?
Zaidi : Aniq sekarang masih tengah " pakai baju ". Kalau dier " buka baju ", rabak perangai dier.
Meeza : So what? Korang dah selalu seh kenekan dier. Yang sudah,tu sudahlah..
-Zaidi did not reply me..

The next day, wednesday, i told sufiah about how unfair i think Hyekel,Zaidi and Syamir are acting towards Aniq..
Meeza : Sufiah, kau tahu tak? Zaidi tu sumer plan nak kenekan aniq.. Kesian seh aniq...
Sufiah : Kenaper kau care sangat pasal aniq?
Meeza : aku care kan dier sebab dier kawan aku..
Sufiah : But does he even regard you as friend?
Meeza : So what if he doesnt? I regard for him, thats why i cared for him..
Sufiah : But why must you care about people who donte even regard you as friend?
Meeza : Because, i regard him as fren.. I donte mind if he doesnt regard me as one, but i regard him as one. I care for him..
Sufiah : SO?
- I got pissed when she doesnt even get what im trying to say.. And she said so? Cummon lah, she doesnt get it and she said so.. How frustrating can that get?

During Geography..
We received this small postcard.. And we are expected to like tear it into half.. Sufiah didnt hear..
Sufiah : Eh, nak kene tear eh?
Meeza : * say it in a harsh way * Ntahlah..

During recess..
I told Fazlina about what had happened..
She said that my story is very touching..

After recess, during Art..
Ayunie : Eh, sufiah kurang ajar seh.. Dier ckp " eh, kau pergi partner pompuan kat dpan tu. "
Meeza : Biarlah dier frust..
While we are painting,
Sufiah : Meeza, kau marah kat aku eh? Pasal aper? Pasal pagi tadi?
Meeza : Maner ader.. * i lied *
Sufiah : Jangan bedek ah. Aku tahu ah, tgok muker kau je aku dah tahu kau marah kat aku. Abeh kau blang ngan Gilers Gang yang kalau bende pasal sufiah, jgn blang kau kan..
Meeza : *nods head while smiling but didnt say anything. *
-Yes, i was smiling.. But, that doesnt mean that i have forgiven her right.. And yes, i lied that im not angry at her.. Cummonlah, who dare to face the friend whom u have been with for like 1 whole year already that u are angry at her.

Then, after school.. I told GG why im angry at her.. I told them that i can forgive her, but i just cant be close to her anymore.. Cause i donte want things to repeat itself.. RIGHT? Then, GG said that they will get info from sufiah.. I was like " ok ah. "
Then, we went to lepak at vista park.. Ju, Faz and Yana went to Vista Point toilet..
I waited for them at Vista park when aizat T2 came to me..
Aizat : Tunggu saper?
Meeza : Ju,faz ngan Yana..
aizat : Dorang pergi maner?
Meeza : dorang pergi Vista Point, pergi toilet..
Aizat : Skolah dekat2 pergi vista point? Jauh kan..
Meeza : Entahlah dorang..
Meeza : Haiss, kawan2..
Aizat : Asal?
Meeza : Kawan ah, perangai macam puki.. * ariffin played soccer near us.. *
Aizat : Saper?
Meeza : Sufiah.. * Ariffin, eavesdropping suddenly said ya ya *
Aizat went away and joined his friends played soccer..
Ariffin : Asal ngan dier?
Meeza : Tak lah, dier kan.. If she hate this person kan, she will try her best to make us hate the person also..
Ariffin : Ya ya..
Then, Ju, Faz and Yana came..
Then, we went home..

The next day, thursday..
School as per normal..
During MT,
Sufiah : Eh, i heard yg koko break ngan ju?
Meeza : *nods head* Ju break dgan koko.
Sufiah : Pasal koko pekik kat Ju kan??
Meeza : Agaknyer ah..
We are sitting beside each other,i cant run away if she's talking to me right? So i answered her lahh..
Then, after school.. I was doing detention duty when..
Sufiah : Eh, aku nak bobual dgan kau kejap..
Meeza : Aper?
Sufiah : Aper kau ckp kat ariffin?
Meeza : Aper yg aku ckp?
Sufiah : Arif blang ju yg kau blang ariffin bad things pasal aku..
Meeza : Aper sak.. Kau tanyer arffin ah.. Aku tak ckp aper2 sakkk..
Sufiah : Aper sak.. Gini macam per kawan..
Meeza : Ouh, kau masih anggap aku sebagai kawan kepe?
Sufiah : *starts to raise her voice* Kire skrg kau tk anggap aku sebagai kawan ah?
Meeza : *Starts shouting* TAK AH..
Sufiah : Pasal aniq ah kiter gadoh?
Meeza : Ye, pasal aniq..
Then, i walked off..
Sufiah : *almost crying* Kau fikir kau maner nyer besar sial?
Meeza : *ignore her and went inside the detention room and did my duty*
-I was wondering ah.. What bad things i said to Ariffin? I just said, that, " Sufiah kan, kalau dier benci orang ni, she will try her best to make us hate that orang as well. "
IS THAT A BAD THING?? Wow, i didnt noe that cause its true.. She's like that what..

After school, i was waiting for Ju and Faz..
I saw ariffin, i called him ah.. I wanna talk to himm.. HE RAN AWAY FROM ME!!! so, what does that mean? GUILTY CONSCIENCE HUH?? He must have done something wrong what..
Ju, Jajas and Faz went somewhere near the Admin Centre to talk about smtg..
Suddenly, Faz came and took all their bags.
Meeza : Korang nk pergi maner?
Faz : Nak balik ah.
Meeza : Abeh aku?
Faz : Maner aku tahu kau tunngu saper..
Meeza : aku tunggu korang ah..
Faz : Ouh eh? Jom ah..
Meeza : *went and follow them*
Faz : But we are meeting sufiah outside tau..
Meeza : Korang pergi dulu ah..
Faz : Alah meeza, pergi je lah...
Meeza : Takper ah.. *i walked off*
Then they all went home..
At night, ju talked to me in MSN.
Ju : Why did you lie??!
Meeza : Lie about what?
Ju : About you not talking to arffin..
Meeza : *explains about everything.*

The next day, Ju, Faz and Qidah were all with her.. Im like fine..
The GG ignored me.. i was hurt..

And, thats what exactly happened..
And if u guys donte believe me, im fine with it..
As long as i noe, i have done nothing wrong..
Ariffin doesnt like sufiah already? GREAT!
Cause i donte think Sufiah and Arffin suit each..
However, i think perangai dorang suit each other ah.. BOTH ARE LIKE ****..

Yes, i have my bro.. I have my councillor friends.. Mind you, i didnt support aniq just cause he's my boyfriend's friend.. I support him because he's my friend..
My yumyum tried to kenekan Aniq too.. And im pissed at my Yumyum too.
But, if you guys think i just wanna be friends with guys, i have nothing to say..
Say whatever you wanna say about me..
Korang buat fitnah, bukan aku yg salah.. You guys may say that you guys didnt buat fitnah..
But how do u noe? Support sufiah all you want..
I donte care..

Let me tell you guys, what type of girl i am.. I am exactly like my daddy..
If you did bad things to me, and only me.. I donte mind..
I will however, keep it deep inside me..
Till one day, if u say / do bad things to/about me and my friends or family, i will get so pissed off and will start to let everything out! And, the hatred in me towards you will be forever..

However, in this case, i do not hate her.. Nor do i love her..
I am pissed and disappointed at her.. But, i donte think it will be forever..
Doesnt mean i forgive her, i have to be close to her like last time right? I donte want history to repeat itself.. I admit, i myself did like that too..
I will say im sorry and i will never do it again, but i did..
Thats why i donte want to get hurt or hurt the GG again in future if im close to sufiah again..

So, i have explained everything that had happened.. However, if you guys still think im hypocritical, i have no comments..
I cant change what people think about me..

I donte need people to comfort me.. The councillor friends of mine, whenever they see me looking down or upset, they themself will come to me and asked why..
Its not like i expect sympathy from people..

I am gonna repeat this for the last time..
say whatever you want about me, its not like i care..
What i noe is, korang yang dapat dosa menfitnah orang..
Yes, i am egoistic.. Hypocrite? Donte think so..
I did not do anything wrong..NOTHING..
I will never ever say sorry.. Cause i noe, im not at fault..

Keh, lets end this.. Nice and easy.. No more fighting, no more anything! Deal?

2006-08-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

Nadiah, Intan, Nabilah [2T2] and Mazrifah were so sweet to me on Thursday..
I was crying and they consoled me.. So sweet, thankss..

So, just now, reached home superlyduper early.. Walked home with Crystalle.. She's a very sweet girl..
Then, bathe, eat and went out with Mimi sis.. Went to Ngee Ann Poly..
Watched Monster In law at her school..
Gerek ah.. Criter lamer tapi kekek sakkk..
Hais, i was laughing.. Which is obviously a good thing..

Life has been too complicating for me... I donte know for how much longer i can stand this way.. Miss all Gilers Gang? Bullshit.. Seeing them hurts me more..
Whatever, all my friends seemed to be siding her.. Whatever im telling ya..
Side her all they want, i donte give a fucking damn..
Now, im mixing around with Sheliza,Zalbiah,Aisyah,Ayunie,Erman,Aniq,Hyekel,Syamir and Zaidi.. They are what i called true friends.. Hopefully, this remain forever..
OUH! AND muzammil too.. My second bro..
Im glad to have 2 great and exciting brothers in my life.. Zul and Muzammil..
Im surely gonna miss them when they are gone..
I just hope all this things stop lahhh.. I mean like, being together back again wonte help.. I just want all this to get out of my head..

I hate the new me.. I miss the old,cheerful and jovial armeeza..
Whom hide her problems inside, no matter what, will always seem cheerful on the outside..
I want to be me again..
I want to lead a happy and enjoyable life ahead..
I could not even concentrate in class because of all these bullshits.. Especially in science..
I just couldnt seem to get my problems out of my head, and couldnt seem to get anything taught by teachers inside my head..
Im sick and tired of all this things lahh..
I flunked maths, and obviously science.. I just hope MT and English will make me proud..
I donte noe what the hell is wrong with me..
Egoistic.. Yes, i am.. Ha, whatever...

Things between me and Zaidi are ok! Yeah.. I miss him loads sia.. He's my bestie, and being friends with him again makes me happy.. Just hope this time, it will be forever..
Ouh and i miss my yumyum..
Yana says he stood up for me.. AWWW, thank you darling..
I didnt knew you cared for me till you have to fight with sufiah yourself..
I really love you loads.. <333333

I miss my family.. As in my dad's family.. All this crisis made us all separated..

Damn all this problems..
I just wish to end my life and end everything..
Im sick get it?
Hate me all you want..
Cause i hate people who hates me.. xD
Say whatever you wanna say about me.. Its not like i care...
Korang yang dapat dosa nyer.. Haiss..
I feel like commiting suicide.. Haha, Lame i know..
I wonte come to that extend.. I wonte be that stupid..

However, i just feel like dying..
Wouldnt that be great?

2006-08-24T20:46:00.000-07:00

Blogger's being such a bitch lately.. I cant seem to see my tags and i cant even update..
I bet this is gonna be a long post..
Not a good one though, im currently fighting with sufiah.. x(
And which cause me to say this :
I donte want to have anything to do with gilers gang anymore. Like i said, if sufiah's in, im out. so, thank you gg. For always making me smile and laugh. Now, its all gone. Sometimes, i just wish i never met you guys. Cause, separating with you guys really hurt me and i just wish you guys have not made me laugh so hard. Made me love you all so much. Yes, i did tell ariffin this. Sufiah perangai dier macam puki. She will like try her best to make you hate the people she hates. THATS NOT A BAD THING! I mean like, to me, its a matter of fact.. Ju and Faz, perangai pon tibe2 tukar. I was like fine ah, i was like so hurtt lahh.. Sufiah trusted what ariffin and arif said, instead of what i said.. I mean like, she knew them just a few months lahh. She knew me like one and half year yet, she trust what they said.. If i said bad things about her to ariffin, kenaper ariffin tak berani nak face to face bobual dgan aku.. he ran away from me somemore.. Kehs, i couldnt believe i actually cried.. I donte mind losing sufiah, but the fact that the rest of the GG seemed to be siding her really hurts me.. I donte need you guys to explain to me cause i cant and wonte understand what u guys meant.. I donte mind, just go ahead.. Afterall, me in GG always emosi kan? Sufiah yang the loud one kan? So, go ahead.. When sufiah asked me what i said to ariffin, i said nothing.. Then, she say that ariffin told arif and arif told ju that i said bad thing about her to ariffin. I didnt say anything bad.. Its a matter of fact sufiah nyer perangai macam puki.. Its just that she didnt realise it and so does u guys.. Thats why u guys think its a bad thing.. Im just saying that in a harsh way.. And its not a bad thing.. So what it makes an impact on sufiah? Why must i care how she feels when she herself donte care about others? Whatever it is, i noe im not at fault, and im not gonna say sorry..
Everything changes.. And the feeling sucks.. Seriously, i donte care losing sufiah.. I have hated her since last time.. I just have no chance and donte noe how to.. Now when we are fighting, im like using this opportunity to really fight with her.. All those negative thingy she did to me, i say.. I donte mind GG wants to support her, i seriously donte..
Yana, i find her ok.. However, she's in GG too... Anything can happen..
Im starting a new life.. No GG, no Sufiah, no more everything.. I want to change.. Hanging out with new group of people.. Since changes hurt me this way, i want to take this opportunity to like change..
However, i cant run and hide from Sufiah forever.. I have to talk to her during Eng.. Cause we are having and doing groupwork this coming weeks.. Im not gonna hide from anyone cause im not at wrong..
No more GG in my life, how will it goes?

2006-08-22T20:18:00.000-07:00

Kehs, name changed..
Lemon tea ah.. cause its sweet and sour-jummy*
Hahaha.. Its kinda cool ahhh..
Kehs, niways, tak nak ckp pasal dier lagik ah. Buat sakit hati jeks..
School was okk, mass run sucks.. Cause of the boys..
They are not co-operative siaaa.. I was like practically shouting all the way...
Sucks sia i tell you..
Then, maths..
Ms lee, standard ahhh.. Talk about our class, bullshits lahh im telling you..
School was average.. After school, waited for Zaidi and the rest, went home with them..
Then, still have to wait for hyekel.. So we waited..
Today was my emotional day..
Then, GG lepaked at Viva.. GEREK!
We were laughing like nobodys business tau..

Kehs, fun day..
My lemon tea flirted in front of me.. I donte give a damn lah actually, cause i can flirt too right? However, i love him lahh.. x)
august eighteen-muahhhh!

but, i was like feeling different..
All of them are just not the same anymore.. Esp, zaidi.. He's attitude towards me change like alot sakkkk.. Make me so sadd..
We used to be bestie.. Now, everything changes.. :(

2006-08-21T20:14:00.000-07:00

My anjing islam is like the most sweetest person i have seen lahhh. He acknowledges me as his girl for like the first time!
Sweet gileerr.. Alahhaii, meeza dah melting..
Kehs, school kinda boring.. Zaidi absent.. Mendak sehs..
Then, councillor meeting gerek maut nyer!
Played loads of game.. Had loads of fun..
Syamir sweetie, u need to call me and tell me whats wrong with u these days,okehs?
And, I love my anjing!
Lupp him many-many! <333333333
The class sucks lahh.. Changed seating arrangement, not happy with it.. But they donte want to give idea! Fucktard kaannn..
Not all though, only some..
Then, after school,lepak-ed with GG!
I love GG like so alot! <333333333
And, im tired.. Happy bdae erman! Stay happy, crappy and cute always okkk!?

Im like so hyper and happy today.. I love all my friends.. + my anjing islam!

Ouh and keefe, u made me laugh! He's so cute lahhhhh.. Keefe tan rocks!
YOU MADE ME LAUGH!
Ps: GG, can i change his name? Anjing islam sound so tak sedaapp ahhh..
eighteen august! Lupp him many2! <3333333333333333

2006-08-20T20:48:00.000-07:00

1.Full Name: armeeza binte abdul wahab
2.Name backwards: bahaw ludba etnib azeemra
3.Were you named after someone?: Donte think so..
4.Meaning of name: Seriously no idea man..
5.Nickname: Pizza, meeza, melo belo, meeza the donkeyyy.
6.Screen name: Meeza
7. D. O. B: 11 march 1992
8.Place of birth: Kandang Kerbau Hospital in S'pore.
9.Nationality: Singaporean. truly singaporean.
10.Current location: In the living room at my home at woodlands..
11.Star sign: Pisces [same as paul twohill! ewwww.]
12.Religion: Islam..
13.Height: 156.5.. Last checked was 157..
15.Shoe size: 8
16.Hair color: Black + a little of reddish brown.. [ cause i dye it the last time.. ehhe.. ]
17.Eye color: chestnut brown.
18.Who do you look like: exactly like my daddy..
19.Innie or outtie: What does it mean ah? :P
20.Lefty or righty: Lagik tak faham.. xP
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: Straight ah babe.. Soalan bonus sehh..
22.Best friends: Atika, Annisa, Nurhijjah, Zaidi and GG!
23.Best friend you trust mosts: GG!
24.Favourite pals: GG! and the gilers councillors gang! :)
25.Best friend of opposite sex: Zaidi.
26.Best buddies: Yikee and hamzah.. And Xing Juan.. And ayunie..
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: Both.. duh!
28.Crush: Sembilu and my anjing! Woof woof!
29.Parents: Eh? Abdul Wahab son of Abdullah and Rohayati Bte Muhd Yusof.
30.Worst Enemy: ERRR, none at the present moment. haha.
31.Favourite online guy: Muzammil!
32.Favourite online girl: Jummy, yana, fazzy..
34.Craziest friend: GG!
35.Advice friend: Zaidi..
36.Loudest friend: SUFIAH!
37:Person you cry for: Syamir... and lynette.. LAST TIME ONLY AH!
39.Any brothers: YES! Zulkhairi, my best bro ever! and ameerul.. my irritating bro!
40.Any pets: I HATE ANIMALS! x))
41.Any disease: Nah, just allergic to seafood..
42.Pager: Excuse me? So old school ahh..
43.Personal phone line: NAH, I WISH I HAVE!
44.Cell phone: 94278142 - contact where necessary!
45.Lava Lamp: urrrm???
46.Pool or hot tub: Hot tub definitely.. I donte noe how to swim!
47.A car: a yellow convertible... NICE!
48.Your personality: Caring, friendly, short-tempered, good listener.
49.Driving: underage..
51.Room: My beddieroom! yay!
52.What's missing: my late grandmama.. hasmah bte yunos..
53.School: Woodgrove secondary school..
54.Bed: Nice and comfy!
55.Relationship with parents: Sometimes great, sometimes bullshit!
56.Believe in yourself: of course...
57.Believe in love at first sight: yes of course, sembilu!
58.Good listener: yes..
59.Get along well with parents: kind of...
60.Save e-mail convos: nopes.. no time babeh..
62.Believe in reincarnation: yes of course..
63.Make fun of people: sometimes.. hehehe..
64.Like to talk on the phone: yes.. with my bestie, zaidi..
65.Want to get married: duh! but no sexual intercourse and no cooking for hubbby.. hahahaha..
66.Like to drive: i wish i can.. but i dunno..
67.Motion Sickness: in a packed place..
68.Eat stem of broccoli: i hate vege! ewwwww..
69.Eat chicken with fork: nopes.. that seemed stupid..
70.Dream color: yellow!
71.Type with your fingers on home role: APER TU???
72.Sleep with stuff animals: nopes...
73.Next to you: the television and my stupid little sister..
75.On your mousepad: i dun use mousepad lah deyyy..
76.Dream car: i just mentioned it in point 47..
77.Dream date: sit beside the sea and star gazing.. wahhhh..
78.Dream honeymoon spot: anywhere cold.. and romantic...
79.Dream husband or wife: glenn macmillan..
80.Bedtime: late at nite..
81.Under your bed: drawers where i put my stuffs..
82.Single most important question: why am i always taken for granted?!!?!?!?
83.Bad time of the day: when i cry in school! paiseh babe..
84.Your worst fear: cockroaches.. natural disasters.. and losing my grandpapa.. insects that can fly..
85.The weather is: cold and chilly cause i switched on the fan..
86.Time: 8.36 pm..
87.Best trick did on someone: pretend i fainted.. I NEVER DID IT BEFORE THOUGH!
89.Theme song: Teenage life..
90.Hardest thing about growing up: being bullied by friends.. x(
91.Funniest experience: a lot to mention..
92.Scariest experience: a lot to mention also..
93.Silliest thing you have ever said: i sucks!
94.Most desperate thing you have done to get the opposite sex: ERRRRRRR!
95.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: i donte noe..
96.Worst feeling: getting depressed or betrayed by my friends..
97.Best feeling in the world: having a boyfriend who really is the man u r looking for..
98. Choose 8 people to do this survey:
- Mimi sis.
- Muzammil
- Mardhiah
- Hakim
- Yokethin
- Jessica
- Shawn
-& also to somebody else who wanna do..

Kehs, done the survey..
Went to Sarah's bdae party just now..
GEREK!
Zaidi,Zai and erman really crapped alot with us..
BEST DAY!

Im off..
Ps: happy bdae to andiq..
and
happy advanced bdae to erman!

2006-08-19T13:56:00.000-07:00

Watched Bujang senang yesterday night.. Kekek siakk..

Kehs, i hereby declare, i have lost my best friend..
Because of just one guy..
The feeling sucks like alot okehs..
Iam feeling so sad.. Why must he do this to me sia?
I mean like, we are just friends right? Im sure my guy wonte mind..
Since when does he care about his girl?
I donte want to lose my best friend..
Take note : my best friend ever in the whole wide world!
Im just so hurt..

Is it because of jealousy in him? I donte noe.. Why cant he just tell me if he's jealous? Guys and their ego!
I hate it..
Current feeling : sad and angry and depressed..
I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK!

2006-08-18T20:29:00.000-07:00

Im sickkk.. Babi sehs..
And this fucking flu of mine makes me wanna take out my nose and wash it..
It must be horrible, yes.. :(

School was so okk..
Reached school late! I thought i was but i wasnt.. PHEWW!
That was really really close..
So, gonna have spot check on monday..

Then, after that, proceed on to class and have History..
Mr Joseph is just so super duper adorable lahhh.. x)
After History, had PE.. Played soccer..
GEREEEKKK GILERRR!
I love soccer to bits lahhhh...
Then, after PE, had recess.. 1E4 is just so easy to handle.. [cheyy. kerek pulak aku ni.]
CHIN CHEE spread the hazwan rumours to people.. Alammakk.. Tapi hazwan handsome giler nyerrr.. Alaaah, cair aku.. xP
After recess, had English.. BORINNGGG.
I never liked english since mr chua and ms tay didnt teach us anymore.. x(
Then, science..
I SWEAR IM GONNA FAIL SCIENCE TEST! x(((((((((
Keh lahh..
I donte want to talk about it nimore....

GILERS GANG ROCKS!!!
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

2006-08-17T19:53:00.000-07:00

Happy bdae to my yana darling! You have finally turned 14 sweetie. Stay cheerful always aite? Ouh and i love you loadsss! Muahhhh! <333333333
Today is yana's bdae.. Thanks for blanjaing us yearhs.. Its supposedly to be us who blanja you.. Hehe..

So, school was ok today.. Not that suckyy..
Keh lah, i donte hate the N1 boys already.. They kinda baik lahh, i guess.. x)
Reached school, and gave yana the card i bought for her.. The cat kan, at the card, very cute.. !! [ kehs, this is my first time saying a cat 'cute' ]
Whatevers.. Then, had silent reading.. My used-to-be mentor,zaidi told me i have to do updating the detention file duty.. So i went to the admin center.. Only to realise i donte need to do it.. Pharkness betol lahh.. Hehehe..
So, went back and sat down and started crapping with qidaah about retarded.
Then, went back to class..
First period was Geog.. Okaylahs.. Not bad.. Not that bored though..
Then, after Geog is maths.. She always like to delay our time tau.. And we [as in the councillors] were delayed.. aper sehhsss..
then, after recess, had english.. HATE THIS FLU OF MINE LAHHH! ouh and something exciting happened during eng.. In front of lynette, i hold yikee's hand.. She got jealous lahh obviously.. HAHA.. And i so am sorry i did that to u, yikee.. xD
after english, had science.. BORIIINGGG!
Then, had mt.. did detention duty.. so, i kept running up and down.. gerek ah.. hahaha..

OUH AND CHIN CHEE TOLD PEOPLE I LIKE SEMBILU!

FUCKTARD CUSTARD BTOL LAHHHH!

Now, the whole NCC peeps noe i like sembilu.. BABI LAHHH!

Didnt met adam today.. :( sorry dude..

kehs, had great fun crapping with muhaimin sec 3 just now..
HE ROCKS LAHHH!

Kehs, im off people.. miss me when im gone yeahs.. LUPP YOU ALLL!

2006-08-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

I hereby declare i hate the 2N1 malay boys!
They are like super duper fucking rude alright.. Except for Aizat.. He's nice..
Ariffin pon perangai macam aper sakkk..
Fikir maner punyer style nak kutok2 orang? Cermin lah diri sendiri dulu.. Kalau kau main bola tu power sangat macam pemain2 terkenal tu, baru lah boleh kerek..
Mentang2 korang acad.. Kawan dgan acad je ah? Bdak express korang neglect? Kutok?
Pergi mampos sua aku cakap dgan korang..
Ouh and i regretted liking chelsea.. as in the person chelsea.. not the team.. xp i just donte noe how the fucking hell i can fall in love him while he's just an arrogant snob? He sucks like so alot.. Ouh, and i wish u all the fucking best in whatever you do and also to u and ur girlfriend. I didnt noe a sissy boy like you could actually be a crush of mine and also could get a beautiful girlfriend like her. Im hurt, you hurt me.. Not because you stead with her, but because of what you say just now. I DIDNT NOE YOU WERE LIKE THIS..
I REGRETTED FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU, SUCKER!
@#$%%^&&^%$
Kehs, special dedication to chelsea.. He sucks lahhh..
School was okkk..
Wouldnt like to update much today...

PS: HAPPY BDAE TO MY ILI AYUNI DARLING! STAY CUTE AND I LOVE YOU!
ALSO TO YANA, HAPPY ADVANCED BDAE SWEETIE!
LOVE YOU BOTH TO BITS! :)

2006-08-15T17:58:00.000-07:00

Im sad, like so literally hurt.. I donte noe if its true but Hamzah told me thatttt.....
Chelsea is attached!
Yes, yes.. The same chelsea i fell for.. OKEHS, Me and yana fell for.. x(
I was so sad after hearing about it sia..
Kehs, confirm.. He is attached!
Im so hurt lahhh.. I donte know why.. Its not like he's mine or anything but the thought of him having a girlfriend really hurt me.. :(

School was okay lahhh..
Early in the morning, reached school and started reading.. I just seriously love the book im reading right now.. Its about life..
After silent reading, had Mass Run.. Not much comments about it though.. Its as fun as usual...
Then,after mass run, had Maths..
Maths was fun and yikee came to school todayyy.. Really grateful.. It was indeed very fun to have him in school lorhs..
After Maths, had science.. Kehs, i went down for recess early cause i wasnt sure what am i supposed to do for my duty.. Only to realise that i need no mentor and need no mentee.. Kehs, i was elated but the thought of Raudha not having a mentor really made me sad.. Poor her.. I just hope she and naeem could be my mentees again.. x(
After recess, had History test.. I flunked it as usual... The laziness in me has arrived again.. Menyampah saks..
After History, had English.. Errgghh, boring lah eh.. No further comments.. I just really hate the teacher lorhs.. She so sucks.. But, the moment spent with Aaliyah and dearest Yikee was awesome and unforgettable..
After English, had LCD.. Boringgggg.. x(
After LCD, had MT.. Did my detention duty.. I just hate it lahhh...

And im so feeling down and freaking saddd right now... Ouh my goodness, its hard to believe it that its true..

2006-08-14T18:10:00.000-07:00

Happy anniversary to my dearest Jumalia darling..!! <3333
Seven months already siaaaa.. Hope we stay together forever.. xD
Okehs, school was ok lahhh.. Except for the councillor meeting,make me lose my temper like so much..
Not only me.. But also Syamir,Brenda,Hyekel,Zaidi and Aniq..
We voiced out our opinion lahh. Then, C.C asked us lorh, why we never do our duties well..
I volunteered to give my answer since he say if nobody tell him why, we cannot go home..
I told him that since we are sec 2, AND HE INTERRUPT ME!
What the hell happened to 'respect others if you want people to respect you'.? He certainly didnt respect me.. x(
And we nearly made Joey cry.. Sorry aite.. Im just voicing out my opinion, thats all..

Reached school like at the eleventh hour.. HAHA.. I still can stroll and sing while walking.. And when i reached, ayunie was like " hai cik kak, dah pukol braper ni? "
She's very cute lahhh.. The way she said and all the stuff.. x)
Then, after silent reading, had Science.. Was practically doing my MT homework, didnt even pay a slightest attention to Mdm Tan.. Poor Mdm Tan.. All her efforts went down the drain..
Then, after science was English.. DAMN HER LAHHH! She sucks like a lot lorrhh.. She came into the class, ask us to do work then when the lesson finish, she collect it and left the class.. Keh tell me, what did we learn?
NOTHING LAHHH!
So, just now, during english, did comprehension.. Still couldnt complete it lahh.. But who cares? What i noe is i had fun.. :P.. My group members were great lah eh..
BADUTTSS! aing.. xD Cute lahh..
After english was recess.. Muzammil kept on reminding me about that stupid fucking dance of mine.. HEHE.. Ouh and Raudha's not my mentee anymore.. x( So is Naeem.. Sedih seh.. Now, i need a mentor.. And my mentor is none other than Zaidi.. I think its gonna be fun.. Hehe.. However,
I WANT MY MENTEES BACK! x(((((((((
After recess, had Literature test.. Slept for the last 15 minutes.. Paradisseee siaa...
After Lit, is maths.. Learnt a new topic today.. Scales and maps.. No comments on it.. :S
After maths is MT.. My friends tease me cause i have sore throat.. BABI KAN? Hhahaa..
And Afiq just couldnt stop talking about hamzah to me.. Like 'do i look like i care'?? Excuse me, he's just a fren of mine.. NOT MORE..
After MT, had ct.. But Ms Yeong didnt come.. So, had a relief teacher instead.. I helped Asyraf do his MT homework..

After school, had councillor meeting which i totally hate.. :S
And Mdm Tan lectured me sia.. I have to study cause tomorrow she's gonna test me.. HAHA..
I pity her lahhh.. She tried her best to make me pass but i just couldnt be bothered..x(
Ouh and she flirted with J.F sia just now.. Urggggh, made me pissed.. I really hate her. She say i tried to still Mr Jason, J.F and Yikee away from her..
EXCUSE ME? Yikee is my bestfriend for godsake.. I didnt steal him away from anybody... And J.F doesnt like you lahhh.. He doesnt like me either.. BUT I LIKE HIM OK? And u jolly well dont flirt with him.. Urghhh..
And Mr Jason is my music teacher, our music teacher! Im not stealing him away.. He's just a teacher and thats all...
You kept on telling us about ur boyfriend.. LIKE WHO FUCKING HELL CARE? You are just a plain bitch.. x)
Ouh and yikee, if u are reading this, I MISS YOU a lot horhs.. Take care and get well soon.. School without you very boring.. xD
Kehs, im off now..
Good day!

PS: Today was supposedly to be my annivesary with him.. Whatever, its over.. :)

2006-08-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

I feel like blogging again lahhh..
Im just superly-duperly bored at home.. "-"

Ouh and i just listened to the news just now..
Eh, scaryy okehs?
They said that there's this like "tornado" hit the water at sentosa.. and on the surface of the water kans, the water starts spinning.. *screams! and the people whom are swimming ran all the way to the beach as they could feel being pulled towards the "tornado"..
Scarry kan? Astarghfirullahalazim..
Hearing all this and seeing all this make me regret.. And i so wanna enjoy life to the fullest..
Which brings me to the next thing im gonna mention in my bloggie..

My friends have been depressed lately.. Like i said, when im happy and cheerful, my friends will get depressed and sadd.. I felt very sad for my friends.. I just couldnt bear to see the people whom i love so much, got sad and grumpy..
You know? The feeling of not smiling sucks.. But the feeling of having friends who are depressed and not smiling sucks even more..
I just couldnt imagine my friends not smiling.. x)
I just wish I can be like jummies or fazzy.. they never got sad or depressed.. Or maybe if they are, they never show it.. They still smile and be crappy..
I want to be strong.. Like physically and mentally strong..
I donte want to be sad.. I donte want to get pissed over something stupid.. I donte want to get depressed until it affects my relationship with my friends+families..
I just want to be happy.. And to be as crappy as i was last time.. xD

I also want to be strong physically.. I have been so weakk..
Irul approached me and say :
angah tahu tak? angah sorang je pernah pengsan kat dalam keluarge kite ni.. along, ayah, kak ira,ibu dgan irul tak pernah pengsan..
I was like ' eh? what the hell? ' kenaper tibe2 adek aku ckp macam gini.. It makes me feel so weakk..
And i realised its true.. kehs, none of my family member ever fainted in the MRT.. Just because the MRT is packed with people.. I still remembered when the first time i fainted.. :)

It was the fasting month.. Me and my family excluding my dad was on the way to Geylang.. I was standing and reading the LIME magazine.. I was exactly at the page about Singapore idol the last season.. And when, suddenly, people started to come, pouring in.. And suddenly, everything became dark.. I remembered before i fainted, i called out to my mom.. No idea if she heard me or not..
Out of a sudden, i was awake again.. I was like thinking ' hey, weird ' cause my sis was like ' this is along.. ' in my heart was like ' duh.. i noe its u.. '
its like i didnt lose my memory or smtg.. When i asked my mom what happened, she said i fainted.. But my eyes werent close.. Its like i was staring at this fixed place but i wasnt talking or moving..
Macam scary gitukk.. Hahaha..

And i cant even get tired.. If i get tired, i will start to feel like fainting.. SEE? Im like so weak siakk.. And i really hate myself..

I just wish i can be perfectly fine.. Like others.. :(
However, im grateful for what i have right now.. :)

Kehs, im off.. My post today got so sad and touching.. HAHA..
Ouh and rahimah is out!
SCREAM WITH ME BABEHS!

2006-08-13T15:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was so fun..
I never had so much fun in my life before okehs?
The outing with the Gilers Gang really cheered me up! They are all so fun to be with man, honestly.. too bad u werent there, yana.. we really enjoyed ourselves..

I was late to meet up with them.. xP
So, they went to banquet at CWP first.. Then, i met up with them at the library..
At the library kan, we saw Fina,dayah and lily.. They were there for this science exhibition.. or at least, something like that lahhhh. Hahaha..
Then, Fina told us that the whole library was packed. Full of people.. When we reach level 4 of the library, there's like loads of space for us to sit..
As soon as we sat, only Jummies seemed to be doing her work.. While the rest of us, chit-chatted.. Gerek ah.. Then, dayah came.. Saying that there's soccer training tomorrow..
I was like
alaah.. i have to reason to my mommy and daddy that i have soccer training.. they for sure wonte let me go wann.. x(
And it was true, they didnt! urghhh.
So, after that, dayah left.. Then, we continued to have fun in the library..
Soon after, we left.. And proceed on to Cinema carpark.. Me and Sufiah bought the sundae ice cream...
Very lemak bercream.. Sedappp... :D

The moment we stepped out of the lift, there's someone screamed ' JUMALLIIIAAA! '
We were like shocked loorr.. Suddenly scream.. But it turned out to be our schoolmates.. Hartini and friends.. :) Cute lahh them..
We camwhored at that place.. Here are some of the pics and to noe the story,pls view jumalia's bloggie.. hehe..

amaciam? charlie's angels babeh! credit goes to sufiah!

THE GILERS GANG ROCKS!

Then, i went home cause i need to go watch fireworks with my whole family.. i waited for them for 1 and a half hour.. Thanks to zaidi, who accompanied me.. :) as in through the fone lahh..
Thanks dude..
Kehs, then.. we went watch the fireworks.. so nice sia!
Then, my uncle bought for us chocs.. Gerek ahhh!
I LIKEEE! Too bad there's no pics taken..

Ouh and during the acm dance, we took these pics.. check it out!

all these pics were taken nicely and perfectly.. i love it!
Kehs, i have updated.. xD

2006-08-11T20:31:00.000-07:00

Just now was indeedly gerek..
Soccer match between Rusty and these group of outsiders were wonderfull..
Final score 4-3..
Even though rusty lost, we had so much fun..

AAAAHHH.. And i miss my sembilu...

Ouh, and i get to eat koko crunch.. With a great chocolatey taste.. Sedappp!
Kehs, im off!

2006-08-11T14:53:00.000-07:00

Going out later.. With the Gilers again.. Confirm gerek nyer..
Kk, school was ok.. Not that exciting though..
I went to school with extremely big shoes.. And i walked like a penguin.. Sheesh.. =x
Went to school with Zalbiah.. Then, saw Jummies and Faz..
Reached school and i started to panic.. Cause i didnt do my science hmwrk. "-"
As usual, i didnt do.. And i escaped from it.. xD
History was a blast.. Very humourous.. Especially when Keefe called him the black buddha.. HAHAHA.. Kekek seh..
And, he asked lahh.. Who donte have the workbook.. I raised my hand confidently.. He asked to write in this book of his our names.. So i wrote my name + my signature.
HAHAHA.. Extra sia... And Minghao got scolded.. THANKS! For wasting the history period.. Hehe..
After History was PHYSICAL EDUCATION ! Best like so freaking best sakkk... We learnt loads of new moves.. And i fell, humourously while doing the handstand till sufiah just couldnt stop laughing at me.. Bustard kiakkk betoll.. x)
Very funny lahhh..
Then, after P.E is english.. Since i have no duty, i left class at10.05 as per normal.. Shawn got overly excited, talking about Scary movies..
He and hakim, ahhh.. Both are cute creatures lahhh..
Recess was ok, not much comment.. :)
After recess, english.. Boriinggg.. Nearly fell asleep sehh.. =x
After english, science.. Alaaah, mendak jugak ah..

TODAY IS KINDA BORING! Thank you.. And please do tagg darlingsss.!
Lupp ya'all so much!

2006-08-09T19:38:00.000-07:00

Just now was great! a great day..
A memorable one.. Too bad mimi sis and shark wasnt there.. :(
However, its so fun lahhh..
Went to ECP with my family including atok and nenek and my aunts/uncles..
GEEERRRRREEEEKKK!
I love them lahhh..
Okehs, then watched the Parade..
Lazy to blog lahh..

PS: HAPPY BDAE UNCLE HERMAN!
And
HAPPY BDAE TO SINGAPORE!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!

2006-08-08T21:27:00.000-07:00

Ouh my goodness..
Today was an extremely fun and enjoyable and memorable day for me, for us, the giler councillors gang..
Me, Hyekel, Sufiah, Aniq, Zaidi,Syamir,Muzammil + Erman.. Gerek lahh..
We were in the library and we were so kecoh!

Early in the morning, reached vista point and waited for yana, faz,jummies,zaidi and syamir.. A few seconds after i reached, yana and faz reached.. Saw the T2 girls.. They are a great bunch of people.. Friendly.. :) Then, zaidi and syamir came.. Then, jummies came..
Reached school, changed into my upper-sec uniform + blazer.. IT WAS DARN HOT lahhh.. Obviously, and we were like required to do this, do that.. So, it's hot lahh.. Somemore the blazer is damn thick.. Haha..

Me,Zaidi,Syamir and Ruizhen went up the library as the GOH has already arrived.. Thanks to Ruizhen,Zaidi and syamir who were all so caring.. I was as usually weak, feel like fainting..And they were like ' meeza, go and take a rest '. Sweet lahh.. Ruizhen is the best, she just couldnt stop asking me if im okay.. :) Im always the stubborn girl, so even though syamir,zaidi and ruizhen asked me not to do, i still did.. And i didnt eat anything as i was planning to eat after school.. BUT, THE PLAN FAILED.. Hehehe..

So, i ended up not eating until 2 +.. Bustard siakk.. HAHA.. Kan mak dah ckp, jgn degil.. :D
Ruizhen, zaidi and syamir all were like asking me to eat but i just couldnt.. Later, i will feel like throwing up.. I JUST HATE THE WEAKNESS IN ME! x(

Kehs, did our duties.. Served the GOH and Mrs song as well as the teachers.. Syamir was like asking me to sit down, let him do it.. I, however never listens.. HEHE.. I said im ok and i can manage.. And zaidi was like asking me to go sickbay.. Again, i didnt listen.. He was like pretending Mrs Heikal was calling him and asked me to go to sickbay.. I wasnt born yesterday, zaidi.. HAHA.. Thanks for the effort though.. :D

After serving the GOH, and after they ate, they all proceeded to the hall.. While me,zaidi and ruizhen went down to food lab 1 and asked the 'beloved' 2T2 boys [Nas,Irwan,Nazrul,Firdaus and Jajas.] to wash the glasses since we have no time.. HEHE.. Jahat sehs kiter.. =x

Then, after that, relaxed in the library with Ms Chong, Sufiah, Zainuddin,me and Ruizhen.. We were all very kecoh since Ms Chong was like asking who Zai's gf was.. :) And he hits me.. So, i kept on calling him 'dayus' which basically in malay means a guy who likes to hit girls.. HAHAHA.. And, he got kinda pissed over that... Not literally pissed but just joking kinda pissed..

After that, the GOH and the teachers went up to the library again to eat.. so, we were required to serve them again..After serving them, me,syamir,aniq and erman went to staff room and gave mr syukor and mr azlan the foods.. And i spilled water on mr azlan's pants.. HEHE.. All thanks to syamir who pushed me.. :P
Erman is so funny lahh.. I bet, if he join the coucillor body, sure to be gerek.. CONFIRM.. He was like, when i was carrying the cup of fruit punch to the staff room,he was like laughing at me for spilling it... When it was his turn who carried it, i laughed at him lahh obviously.. We were kinda childish but its very funn..

Then, after that, we councillors got to eat and thats when the fun part came! IT WAS SO KECOH.. WE WERE LIKE PRACTICALLY LAUGHING LIKE NOBODYS BUSINESS.. GEREK SEH.. And im merajok-ing with zaidi just now.. HAHHA.. And he too am merajok-ing with me.. Just for a short while.. Hahaha.. Lame sia, but cute.. :P
Hyekel,Zaidi,Syamir,Sufiah,Aniq,Muzammil and erman rocks my life.! They are all so fun.. Im glad things have worked out between muzammil and me, erman and muzammil.. :)

Followed Ms Devi to the food lab 1 to call the boys to go up and eat.. Wahlao.. They are all waiting for like invitation or what.. HAHA.. And irwan call me counselenge! Because, i was wearing the blazer on the hot day.. I was forced to what, its not like i want to wear it.. :D

Then, after all the things ended, went to this meeting.. FUN LAHHH.. I like..
Today was a fun day.. I love it..
And today is the official day i "stead" with faz..
Yesterday was the day i "stead" with Jajas..
FUN SAKKK.. Kehs, im off...

And i just couldnt believe that i have to dance on teachers day.. paiseh seh.. =x

2006-08-07T20:30:00.000-07:00

Im like literally confused.. like again..
Why must all these things happened at the same time? Weird huh?
Nevermind, i have been telling people to stay strong and i myself should..
Semua ini dugaan hidup.. I have to face it with an open heart..
RIGHT? RIGHT? RIGHT? :D
Okehs, school was kinda gerek.. I love the councillor meeting lahhh. Aqidah kept on bullying me and everytime she does, i'll complain to Syamir.. And he got pissed over something, but not over me lahhh obviously! SYAMIR, RELAKS LAHHHH!
Shawn, im sorry if i used your trademark cause 'chill ah' doesnt seemed to fit in the sentence. xD
Early in the morning, reached school as per normal... Not too late and not too early either.. Then, had like silent reading.. Fun lahhh.. I love this book of mine.. Its so useful to me.. For my life.. :)
After silent reading, had Science.. Mdm Tan was so punctual sia.. And the whole class was like "alaaaaaahh! Why so fast wan?"
Hahaha.. Cute lah my class..
We spent like 15 minutes rearranging the tables cause its all mixed up! TU LAHHH, MEEZA DAH KATER.. TAK MAHU TUKAR KAN? SAPER YANG GATAL SANGAT TUKAR NI AH? AKU GARUK KAN BARU TAHU!
Kehs, meeza merepek.. HAHAHA.
And Mdm Tan got pissed at us for making so much noise... SHE CALLED ME 'AZMEERA'! Bustard kiak betol lahhh.. Namer aku sedap2 armeeza dier pergi tukar pulakk! suker hati bapak tiri laki mak dier je.. KEHS DAH, MEEZA CRAPP!
Learnt a new topic.. Ecology.. GEREK SIAKKK! And im so into science nowadays.. YAY! Meeza improving sehhh.. *beams!
Then, after science had English.. The cool and hip teacher in WGS, Mr Flavian took over.. He's really cool tauuuu.. We were supposed to complete this comprehension.. And i did, surprisingly.. Tapi, faham2 sahajelahhh.. Answer merepeks.. DUHH! :D
After english, had recess.. Zaidi talked to me like we were hiding something.. you know when smugglers who talked secretly.. BUT WE ARENT SMUGGLING ANYTHING WORHS.. He just said to meet Ms Devi later at 2.. HAHA.. He's very mysterious and crappy! :P
Then, 2E4 kan, today like very unexpectedly quiet gitukk.. I was like telling them lahh 'if a single one of you make noise, the mass detention is still on todaayyyy! '
AND THEY BECAME ANGELS! They sat quietly, didnt talkk.. COOL LAHHHH! :D
After recess, had Lit.. Mr azlan took over our class again.. I got reprimanded for nothing sia.. Just because im a student councillor and i couldnt keep them quiet! FUCKKK KANNN? But lit tadik gerek.. We played arm-wrestle.. I WAS DEFEATED ALWAYS!
Then, we play the knuckle thingy.. C.J want to kill people sia.. WTF.. hahahahah..
After lit.. Had maths.. I pass my common test.. i got 35/40! WEEEEE! Im proud lahhhh..
After maths, had MT.. Fun lahh.. Then, the assembly talk also gerek..
KEHS, OVERALL RATING : FUN!

PS: KHALIJAH, WE STEAD ON THE 7TH OF AUGUST! LUPP YA!
and
ZAIDI, UR POEM BOOK IS COOL SIA! YOU ARE GOOD! :)

2006-08-06T22:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST MENTEE EVER, RAUDHA AND MY BESTEST FRIEND EVER, MUZAMMIL!
May you both stay happy and together always yeahs. :)))
Kehs, i seriously have nothing to blog about.
Wells,maybe yes.
ABOUT SINGAPORE IDOL!
I still couldnt believe that jay lim actually went out. thats so not fair tau.
singapore really donte noe how to vote! :(
i miss seeing him singing, crying! omfg! jay lim, i want you back..
now i feel like crying.. the only people im voting for now are hady,jonathan and mathilda d'silva..
okehs, im off!
x))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2006-08-05T14:30:00.000-07:00

Before i start with my entry today, i would like to thank senior muzammil for praising me!
YAY!
I didnt noe i will get so fierce with the 2E4-ers. hehehe..
I was practically shouting like nobody's business sia.. *blushing
and ya, mr justin tak sepatotnyer marah kau sampai mcm gituk sekali.. relaks aite! :)

I wonder, why??
Why are people getting so emotional these days??
Its like, they got so sad and depressed suddenly..
I KNOW, I MYSELF AM LIKE THAT..
But, not now.. Everybody i noe, keh, maybe not all but some people i knew, are all getting so sad.. Speaking to them, i myself got depressed.. I pity them..
I really cant take it when my friends are behaving this way..

Haix..
I just hope these people will just relaks..

QUOTE BY MEEZA :
No matter how much or how heavy it is, we cant run from our problems.. We are not COWARDs.. :)

and to aqidah, sembilu is cute!

Bro, i donte noe what am i doing right now! Im beginning to like him back! Damn it.. I just couldnt keep sembilu out of my head..
I guess i should just wait for him.. :)
Please donte be mad aite.. :D

Im off!

2006-08-04T19:22:00.000-07:00

Maybe, 020806 is just hard for me to forget about it..
But, im recovering..
I hope you are too.. x)
SCHOOL GEREEKKK!
Early in the morning, reached school.. And they are like playing National Day songs sia!!! So, primary schoool! Hehehe.
But, it was kinda enjoyable..
Then, during silent reading, had meeting.. Mr Justin's disappointed in us.. Kesian seh.. We have let him down.. x(
After silent reading, had history.. KEHS, CONFIRM!
I like Mr Joseph! hehehe. He's a kind teacher.. Never stop teaching.. He's a gd role model.. x)
After History was P.E... GEREEEKKK GILERRRR!
WE DID GYMNASTICS! Ehhh, so fun lahhhh.. We learnt how to do forward roll,backward role and headstand.. Best lahhh.. I did the forward roll, fluently! Ehems, biaser ah.. HAHHHAAA..
But, i did the backward roll right, so klakar.. And, my neck hurts! Stupid roll!
And when Shawn and Mr Ben were like demonstrating to us how to do headstand, the sight was like kinda unpleasant.. Cause right, Shawn's head was directly at Mr Ben's under under.. HAAHHAHAHAHA.. And he's like struggling to do the headstand.. So cute!
And, after that, i extraly did the running, then jump and do forward roll.. AND, my butt hurts! LALALALALALALLA! Hahahahahah!
After P.E, Shawn was like kept on asking us whether his hair looks funny or not.. I told him it didnt... So cute lah he.. xD
During recess kan, so funn tau! But, i hate it when it comes to the part where we have to take care of the class.. Hahaha..
2E4 very noisy sia.. And there's this girl right, who have attitude problem! SIALLLLAAHHH! I FEEL LIKE GIVING HER ONE TIGHT SLAPPP! Wahlao.. Irritating you noe.. And, my voice suddenly became like rock! Hahahah.. I was shouting at them..
" IF YOU GUYS WERE TO LISTEN TO US EARLIER, YOU GUYS WONT RECEIVE ANY MASS DETENTION! SO, WHO'S FAULT IS IT NOW?! ITS YOU GUYS THAT IS TO BE BLAME! "
And the class were like " EHEEEM! "
Because they thought my throat sore.. Hahahah.. So, they were like indirectly asking me to clear my throat...
And Jacob was like " Miss councillor, i didnt do anything seh.. "
And, i couldnt think of anything to say, i just say " 1 FOR ALL, ALL FOR 1!!!
Merepek sakkk.. Hahaha.. x)))
After recess, had English.. Im like paying attention to what Miss Huang is saying lahhh.. Which is a good thing..
SCIENCE ROCKS!
I WAS PRACTICALLY GIVING MDM TAN ALL MY ANSWERS! AND SHE PRAISED ME!
She said " Excellent armeeza.. GOOD! "
Hahahahha.. CUTE SEH!
Then, stayed back at the library... Studied... Then, watched the soccer match.. Kazam vs Magia.. KAZAM WON! HURRAAAYYY!
Then, Zai taught me the right way to play basketball...
Overall rating : FUN DAY!

Okeh, im off!
Later days!

OUH AND I HATE SINGAPORE! FOR VOTING JAY LIM OUT! MY SAYANG JAY LIM OUT?!?!?! LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING HELL SIA!!!!!! I STILL LOVE HIM NO MATTER WHAT!!! HE'S THE BEST OF THE BEST!!!!
WO AII NIIII !!!! MUAHHHH!!!

2006-08-03T18:44:00.000-07:00

I DIDNT NOE THAT HAMZAH WAS ABSENT ON THE SAME DAY I WAS ABSENT!!
FUCKKKKK SAKKKKKK!
And everybody were like,
" MEEZA, YOU GO DATING WITH HAMZAH AT PIZZA HUT AHHH? "
Fuckktarddd kan? Hahahaha.. And i said " EEEHHH, SHHH AH.. DONTE TELL ANYBODY! "
I like playing along to what people say about me..
If people say fuck you, i will say " SET! WHEN? TONIGHT? YOUR PLACE OR MY PLACE? "
Siakkk je aku ni...
Hahahaha.. Tahu... But, its kinda fun seeing my friends paiseh.. xD
Niways, school was okk..
Did detention duty with my beloved and dearest mentee ever, RAUDHA!
Serious okk, she rocks lahh! I love having her as my mentee.. One day, we should take pics together darl.. You so sweeet!
MUZAMMIL JANGAN KEMBANG AH!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
Okehs, as i was saying, did detention duty with Raudha.. Gerek ah.. But, very boring...
KEH, APER AKU MEREPEK NI? Ntahlah.. It was kinda fun cause CHELSEA is inside!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Kehs, dah.. Sikit2 jeks.. x))))))
Then, stayed back.. Went home with yana, sufiah, jumalia,Faz, hyekel,zaidi, aniq and erman... SUFIAH AND JU JALAN LAMBATTTT AHH! FAZ PON!!! HAHAHHAHA!
So, me and yana left them.. Talked about our problems...
AND HYEKEL IS JUST SO GROSSS! hahahah..
He hugged me again.. Saying to Syamir that he too can do it.. IM LIKE, DO WHAT!?!?!
And, he claims im his Girlfriend.. LIKE PLEASE??? We have broken up lah bang.. Crite lamer tau.. HAHAHAHAH..
Kehs, im off!

I RECEIVED NEW MENTEE! AND HIS NAME IS NAIM! NAIM AND RAUDHA, YOU GUYS ROCKS!!!! LOVE YA!

2006-08-02T17:21:00.000-07:00

140606
A day to remember..
020806
The day we broke up..

I'LL MISS YOU!
and im sorry if i hurt you in anyways...
I still love you..
I just am confused..
But, i think its best for us...

SORRY..
Goodbye sayang.. x)

2006-08-02T14:24:00.000-07:00

IM SICK!
Kehs, which explains why i didnt go to school todayy. :)
I missed maths common test..
DAMN IT!
I missed DnT!!
Damn it!
I want all those subjects but what to do? Im sick!

And i miss my friends.. :(

Yesterday's dance was so gerek!
Faris, Nadia, Fahana, Dinie, Zul, Rafizah, Rof, Natasha, Nisa, Ayunie, Terrance, Khalis and his bro, Miss Farrah, Miss Nana, Mr Syukor and ME!
FUN SAKKK!
Faris so giler yesterday.. And we were kinda clubbing in the bus!
HAHAHAHA.. FUN DAY!

2006-07-31T20:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAE TO THE KHAN DYNASTY!
MUHD ALIFF HAIQAL BIN ZUBIR KHAN!
Hahahah!
You have finally turned fourteen dearest chairperson..
Hope you stay happy always okkkk? :)
School was okk..
Dance practice just now was gerekkk! Hahaha.. Nisa looked so cute!
So does Natasha.. Ahhh, cute creatures...
Had silent reading in class.. And im reading this book, so funn! I like sia.. The title itself brought like a special meaning to me..
Then, school starts.. I love MT just now.. Hehe, so funny sia.. We bullied Hidayah... xP
Then, went home with Jummies.. Ate at banquet.. Sedapppp lahh..

PS: YANA, HAPPY ADVANCED ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR!
And
MUZAMMIL, I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! ;D
And
ALL THE BEST TO MY SOCCER TEAM FOR TMR MATCH AGAINST CHRIST CHURCH!
And
IM FREAKING NERVOUS FOR TOMORROW! TAKKKKOOTT LAHHH!
And
HAMZAH, IM GONNA KILL YOU! ;)))))

Kehs done..

2006-07-30T20:02:00.000-07:00

SOCCER PRACTICE ROCKS MY ASS OFF!!!!
WOOOOHHHOOOOO!
Thanks to all my beloved soccer teammates + Irwan,Nasri,Hafiz and FAIZ! YAYYYAYAYYYYAY!!!!
And also to Rica's atuk who so rocks! Hehehehe.
He taught us all the basic moves and warm-ups.. Then, the boys took over!
EH! GEREKKKK LAHHHH!
Saper tak pergi rugi sehhh! * hints hints hints
I did suckily on the dribbling part but i always practice while they were playing annnddd, i improved!!!! YAY!
I didnt noe im a good keeper! But kan, the guys tendang kan, kuat tau! Sakit! But, i have to get used to it cause thats the whole point of soccer! RIGHT?!
I can catch ballsss!!!!!!!!!!! HURRRAYY!
Dah, meeza banngggerrr... So shutups!
Haahhaha.. But, i cannot play match on Tuesday cause i got this stupid fucking dance..
SIALLLLAAAAAAAHHH! Menyampah akus..

PS : HAPPY BDAE AQIDAH SWEETHEART! MAY YOU AND SYAMIR STAY HAPPY ALWAYS SWEETIE!
MUAHHHH!!

yana, what exactly did we do? You want to get out of the soccer team, then get lost.. Its not like we need you in the team.. You not being in the team doesnt make any difference.. I think, we are better off without you.. :)
IM NOT SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID!

2006-07-29T22:41:00.000-07:00

Had a great family day today!
A MEMORABLE ONE!
SHARED BY ONLY MY FAMILY MEMBERS!
I LOVE THEM!

MUAHHHHHHHHH!
MUAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Okehs, dahh..
Soccer practice tmr.. YAY!
Faiz, teach me lahh! THANKS DUDE!

HURRRAAYYY!
IM OFF!

2006-07-28T21:57:00.000-07:00

COUCILLORS ROCKS!
Its true lahhh.. It does okeh..
I LOVE all the coucillors.. They so super sporting and super fun!
Kehs, school was okkk..
Ntg much happened though.. Had science test..
LIKE USUAL, i flunked it.. Heheh.. I fell asleep and mdm tan asked me to sit up straight..
I got pissed off by that!
Merepek sakkkkkkkk!
Kehs, then, after school.. Got dance practice..
SIAL AH! I have to wear tight costumes for the dance..
I couldnt even breathe.. Okeh, maybe i can..
But only like a little.. Hahaha..
I donte get what im saying.. xP
Then, I told miss nana that i must leave before 6 cause i got the parenting seminar..
Then, she say 'me too!'
Then, we have to go to Greenwood Primary. After we did our dance infront of the vice principal of the school, we waited for miss nana to finish her meeting..
Makkk aiii! So lonnnggg sia... Sufiah tell me we have to be at school, properly dressed at 5.30 pm.. And, the time was already 5! I still need to change and rush to aaliyah's house to get the uppersec uniform and tie..
Ms nana finished her meeting at 5.20pm.. Reached school at 5.35pm.. Changed and rush off to aaliyah's house with aziz cause he say he need to get his uniform too..
Then, i told him to wait for me when he's done.. He say he'll call me..
After getting the uniform,i called aziz.. I waited for him for about 25 minutes.. LIKE WHAT THE HELL SIA!
Only to realise he's already at sch! KEJAM SEEHHHHH!
Then, i rushed to school.. Changed at Vista Point..
Then, walked to school.. On the way saw aryani, muhaimin, afiq, jajas, ayeppp, haikal... All were asking me why am i wearing the uppersec uniform..
My answer was ' i have parenting seminar '
And i walked to school.. Reached school and saw all the coucillors left.. I called to Zai..
HE FLIRTED WITH ME! HAHAHAAHHAHA. Cute sakk he..
He was like ' eh, cute seh dier... u nk i tlg angkat kan bende u? i ikhlas.. '
I was like ' eh, takper lah.. i must go and get my blazer now.. '
Then, i did.. With Yana and Sufiah.. MAN,THE BLAZER WAS HUGEE LAHH!
Hahahahah.. I looked so comical in it... :(
And, the seminar began.. Overall, the seminar duty was okk.. The food was delicious! Ju feed me this apple whatever food.. Not nice.. And i fed Zainuddin.. Eeeeeeeeee, meeza gatal! Hahah. He asked me to feed him lahhhh...
Then, all of us, went to youth center.. The place was cold! Cause there's aircon.. Then, we switched off the lights and watched ghost story! FUN !
AND THE GHOST WAS SCARRRY! Haahhaha..
After that, went ghost hunting.. Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Gerek banget lahhh...
Then, leave school at around 9.30pm.. I almost fainted sia.. If not for yana who hold me, i would have fallen.. THANKS DARLINGGGGGGGG!
And i went home.. FUN DAY!

Zaidi so sweet lah.. He called me and tell me that he donte allow me to go home alone.. He actually wants to send me home.. But then, since i insisted to go home alone, he have nothing to do..
I say lahh, that im gonna be fine..
He say, he's just worried.. What if i got kidnapped? And he donte want that to happen to me..

CARINGGG KAN?!?!?!

alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Sweeet lahhh dier!

2006-07-27T20:04:00.000-07:00

Im not a fool..
I cant be easily fooled by stupid people like you asshole..
You told me you have blackrecord.. Okehs, understood..
But when you tell me you killed people before, like whatever!
EH, IM NOT STUPID SAKK! Kill people before..??? Like so bedek..
And, you said you want me to listen to ur problem..
I listened! But, you didnt even listen to me!
YOU SCOLDED ME INSTEAD!
Eh, jerk, FUCK YOU LAHHHHHHH!!

School was ok..
Morning duty sucks! Alaaaaaaaaaahhhhh, they never listen to me lahh.. SHIT!
Recess duty was okk.. 2N1, ok lahh.. Not bad..
Detention duty sucks! Very boring..

Geog test sucks! I flunked.. For sure.. I didnt even study a goddamn fucking thing..
URGHH!
Maths test sucks as welll! Man, i thought i love it but the test was super hard lahhh.. I donte like sia.. But i still love maths..
Then, MT test was okk.. Manageable..
AUSTRALIAN MATHS SUCKS! So merepek seh the questions..

Ahh, whatever!
Im off!

PS: HAPPY BDAE AISYAH!

2006-07-26T21:08:00.000-07:00

I donte know why im like so emotional lahhh!
Macam tibe2 i got sad like that..
I felt betrayed gituk.. I also donte noe why!
So, donte bother asking me why aite..
School was okkk..
I just donte feel like blogging about school..
I just feel like blogging about how stupid people can get..
How stupid people are..
Why hurt yourself?? Just to show others you are hurt???
I find that thats so seriously superly duper STUPID okehs?
What? You may think its cool but its not lahh idiots..
You are just fuckingly attracting attention..
You did that and telling people how hurt it is.. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK was that supposed to be? Isnt that what we call as attracting people's attention?!
Fuck lahhhh! Donte be stupid cans? I have been hating you since last time..
You are a racists.. Stupid.. Idiotic.. And a attention seeker..!
I JUST HATE THE FACT THAT YOU HURT YOURSELF AND TELLING PEOPLE HOW PAINFUL IT IS!

And to YOU,
what do you treat me as? A spare tyre?
You like her, you want to stead with her, why go for me?!?!?!?
You are just a playboy! A asshole jerk!
Do you know that? If you donte, IM TELLING YOU!
You say im becoming more and more ignorant.. Im ignoring you..
EH, PLEASE EH! WE ARE OVER! I DONTE WISH TO BE WITH YOU! I HAVE CLEARLY REJECTED YOU! YOU DIDNT APPROACH ME, I DIDNT APPROACH YOU LAHHH! WHATS THE POINT OF ME TALKING TO YOU!???????? WASTING MY BLOODY HELL TIME!
YOU WANT HER, TAKE HER! LEAVE ME ALONE LAH ASS! I HATE YOU LIKE SO SERIOUSLY. YOU NEVER TALK TO ME NICELY NOWADAYS! YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT TYPE OF GIRL I AM RIGHT? URRGGH, BULLSHIT SAKKK! YOU JUST SUCKS!

One more thing,
I'm a councillor!! Its my responsibility to mantain the school's discipline.. YOU DESPISE IT?? I DONTE GIVE A FUCKING DAMN LAHHH!
YOU STILL HAVE TO RESPECT ME WHAT!!

USELESS FREAK!

I feel so hopeless... Damn it.. I have never felt so miserable my whole life..

WHO THE HELL DO THEY THINK THEY ARE SIA! LOSING TEMPER AT ME WHILE I DIDNT EVEN DO A FUCKING THING! FUCK YOU ALL SIA!

FUCK EVERYTHING!

now i need my syg on top of everything else.. im feeling so hopeless and useless.. damn it.. thanks to those people who made me feel this way!
FUCK!

2006-07-25T20:35:00.000-07:00

I still sucks in studies.. :(
My maths is like soooo improving and im LOVING it! Yay!
My science? Hmmmmm, jgn harap lahhh nak pass.. Im still the lowest..
Sometimes, the feeling of being the lowest in the class hurts tauu.. Summore im the EX-chairperson and a student councillor..
The feeling sucks lahh to be honest.. And Ms Yeong has changed.. I just found her, like different.. I donte like now.. I prefer being me in the past.. Everything change now..
It felt different.. really different...
Okehs, niways, school was ok.. Had a different kind of mass run.. Ran together with the class.. Gerek tauuu! Its like, you got motivation to run together.. I like the new mass run!
It makes us look UNITED like that.. Rocks lahhh..
Then, after mass run kan, had Maths.. Kehs, im loving maths... I so am paying attention.. kehs, maybe not! I didnt listen to what teacher said.. I did my own work, but related to maths lah.. I think, its better! hehehe.. :P
After maths, its Science.. I tried my very best to listen, but the more i listened, the more stressed up i get.. So, i have decided not to listen.. HEEHEE! Cool kans? But, obviously i have to listen somehow..
After science, recess.. 2N1 takleh control lahhhh... My head hurts seh everytime.. im like super duper WEAK! My head spins everytime.. I guess there must be something wrong with me..
AND, chong wei so rude sia.. He said we are threatening them to class detention.. Since when thats a threaten huh? Im not trying to sound like an old auntie, scolding him.. 2N1 is a great class.. And scolding them make me sadd.. But, they just un-controllable.. So i have to shout.. Hope they understand lahhh.. :)
And, i couldnt even realise Marco is inside 2N1 classroom.. Sheesh.. In-observant sia..
After recess, Historyy.. Im beginning to like Mr Joseph tauuu.. He's fun and kind.. And he never stop teaching.. Im thankful for that cause i seriously need teacher like him.. Never give up.. Hehe..
After history, had English.. New teacher, Ms Huang sucks! She stare at us whenever we ask question sia... BUT
I love my group! There's Hakim,Aliff,DR.Josh,Shawn,Sufiah.. And our group name is BADUTS!
AINGGGGGGGGGGGG!
Hahahas.. So whenever people calls our group, we will all say aingg! instead of yes.. CUTE LAH!!
My class got a lot of brokebacks already sia!!!
1st couple- Shawn and Joshua
2nd couple-Melvin and Shaoqi
3rd couple-Hakim and Haziq
4th-Yikee and JIEFENG! [ What? no way ! no matter what, i still like him! hahahs ]
5th-Ming Hao and Shaoqi..
Sweet sia the guys in my class.. Hhahaa.. They love each other.. AHAHAHAH!
After english, had LCD! I swear Mrs Oh is the most boring teacher ever! I almost fell asleep tauu! Siakkk ah cikgu tu.. Banyak bobual sia.. Haix
Then, MT.. Mdm Azah takder.. So, Mr Ting took over.. Showed us some gross pics and some nice pics.. :) I like him lahhh. Very kind.. and nice..
After school, went to Ngee Ann musuem.. GEREK!
Had the dance rehearsal.. And there's this 2 Greenwood primary 1 kids.. CUTE MAUT GILER BABI! I like! Hehehehe..
And, i love ms nana and ms farah.. THEY ARE BOTH SWEET!!

Kehs, im off!!!

Later days!

Ouh and btw, TODAY IS MR JASON'S LAST DAY WITH US! IM GONNA MISS HIM LIKE SUPER DUPER HELL LAHHHHH! I find him interesting!
Im surely gonna miss him!
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2006-07-24T17:32:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO BE GOOD LAHHHH !
serious, i have been slacking this past months..
The feeling is so not good tauuuuu..
I have been doing great in Maths and Malay..
Haix.. It all sucks lahhhhh..
Niways, school was okkkk just now.. Suddenly, my legs became so weakk..
And it hurts like oh so freaking much!
Macam lari beraper ribu round gituk.. Padahal mass run belom lagikk..
Hahahaha.. I told you im WEAK kannn!?!
I hate me.. I mean like, i hate the weak me..
During silent reading, was okk lahhh.. I didnt get to see mine and Yana's chelsea cause he went to NCC camp.. ALAHHHHHHHHH! 2 days lagikk!!! Damn it..

AING!!!!!!

Haaahaaas.. I have my SAYANG already.. :)
Then, after silent reading, had Science.. Went to Science labb..
ME AND JIEFENG BROKE TWO TESTUBES SEH!!!! Respectively.. Mean, i broke one, jiefeng broke one.. Funny sia!! And, Jiefeng is so cute and sweet lahhhhhhh!
HE'S MY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
After Science, had English.. Mr Jason took our class.. Listened to Dan's MP3 while copying lyrics... I love his MP3 lahhhh! So cool sakkkk..
After English, had recess.. Took 2N1 now... They are very wells, undescribable.. Very naughty, yes! I asked them to keep quiet.. I walked infront, they started talking again.. Tampar kang! Haix.. Very degil seh.. Then, Sufiah got pissed at Marco and gang... Blah3!
SAME OLD STORY! i mean like, who doenst noe marco right? he wants to act big ony wattttt!
After recess, had Lit.. Blah.. Fun lahhh, not bad.. I MISS MS YVONNE TEH!
I seriously miss her tauuuu... :(
After lit was maths.. supposedly to have maths test but didnt.. POSTPONED to wed.. Then, thats when i started to go ' CHER?! why like that? its like blah blah blah '
Like, im so into the topic.. ALAHHHHHH! Meeza improving katerkan.. :D
After maths, had MT.. I love my karangan!!! Im so proud of it seh! Yay!
Then, assembly talk was kinda boring.. VERY BORING! Hahahaha.
Then, after school, went to Food Lab 2.. Cleaned the storeroom, but was kinda save cause i got this dance thingy..
DANCE ROCKS!! Very funny lah the steps! I like..

ALL MY BOYFRIENDS ARE EITHER MARRIED OR HAVE GIRLFRIEND already.. NOT FAIR SAKKKKK!

ps: Happy belated bdae ruoshan! and happy belated bdae daniel radcliffe aka harry potter!

2006-07-21T21:20:00.000-07:00

lets have a picture mania, shall we??
yay!
okays, here it goes aite. ;)

Yay! Us councillors, unite! I love all the councillors man.. From left, Syamir and Aqidah [the lovebirds],Zaidi, Yana,Sufiah,Jumalia,Me and Hyekel...

i like this pic! we look so sweet ! me, MR JASON,

jummy and fazlina.. weeeeeeeee!

jummy,mdm saratha,sufiah,fazlina and me! SWEEEETTTTTT!

me and DARRLLLLLLINNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG! 140206 !!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

jummy, BHOLEE and me! sweet right? jummy got jealous because bholee hugged me!

2006-07-21T14:30:00.000-07:00

Today like kinda boring.. Even though its like Racial Harmony..
Like hello? Since when racial harmony is fun?? Haahaaas..
Actually, i donte wanna wear the traditional costume but since im forced and since Jie Feng wore a MALAY costume, i did wear.. Jie Feng looked so cute sia in the malay costume!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH! HE'S MY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Niways, ntg exciting happened so im off..
And i love seeing people with different costumes.. So nice! And wells, humorous..
I MISS MY SAYANG LIKE SO FREAKING MUCH LAH !
Now, im sadddddddddddddddddd! See ya!

PS: HAPPY BDAE TO SHARK KUZZY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-19T20:28:00.000-07:00

I still have not handed in my DnT.. My damn fucking lazy attitude suddenly came back whenever it comes to DnT.. I just dont get it.. Hahahaas..
DnT is cursed! For me lahhhhh... Syg, did u curse DnT?? For me?? If you do, i love you so! :)
Kehs, crappp.. Whatever meeza..
School was okayy.. Reached school and was panicking..
I still got the damn fucking survey of mine which have not been done..
Asked some people to help me complete it.. But, its still undone ! "-"
I didnt do the damn fucking design specifications, tabulation for survey, conclusion for research.. Blah blah blahh.. But, i still find it fun though! x)
Learnt new topic just now.. Its not really topic lahh.. Its more to thing.. Reversed isometric.. I tell you, its damn fucking confusing sakkkkk..
First three period, DnT.. Dunno why.. Mr Neo is just so good to us nowadays.. Sayang dier many many.. He's a nice teacher.. I miss the days when he became our form teacher.. We were better than we are now..
Then, after DnT was Geography.. I myself not sure why, i was super duper moody sehs... Until Yikee has to ask me why... And another unfortunate thing happened.. LYNETTE IS IN MY GROUP!
Its not that its like a bad thing lahhh.. Its just that my group consists of me,Aaliyah,sheliza,asyraf,lynette and melvin.. And when Lynette saw Asyraf, she will be like ' ASYRAF!!!! ' everything asyraf..
Urghhhhhhhhhhhh! Its damn fucking irritating.. Hahaahs...
After Geog was recess.. Did my DnT while listening to Dan's MP3 player.. It rocks okehs!? So fun.. A lot of cool songs inside.. ESP. WHERE'D YOU GO! AND ONLY ONE! Ahhhhhh, i love listening to his MP3... :)
Didnt get to do my duty just now.. Cause, Mrs Heikal took over the class.. So,went back and joined the class, walking to music room..
AND MY CLASS WERE SO CUTE JUST NOW! Esp, Keefe and Dan.. Hahas..
They were like jumping on this platform but it looks as though they commited suicide.. And Yikee actually took a video of them.. Dan jumped down so dramatically sehhs... CUTE!
And keefe pretended as though he was FLYING! Like superman like that lahhh.. I tell you, even Zaidi agreed our class rocks!
Thanks to the ex-chairperson.. * ehems! ME! ainggg, no lahh.. Hahas.. I did nothing...
After recess was Music.. MAN, LYNETTE GOT JEALOUS I GOT SO CLOSE WITH MR JASON!??? Like what the fuck!?? I donte even gave a damn fucking care about him sia... He's a cool teacher.. And i like him, cause he understands my crappps.. And, while he played the songs with his electric guitar, i sang.. Its like he play, i sing..
And lynette got jealous over that??? HAHAHAHAH, babe, i dont want him lah.. Its more better if i take TING YIKEE JASON.. Or Jason form 5566.. Right???!! Haahas..
After Music was MT.. Afiq sat beside me lahhhhh.. Anak Raof betolll... Haha.. Meeza jahat sehs...
After MT was Art.. My tree looked so errrrr, HAIRY?!??!?! Hahahahas, i have no interest in art lahhh... Donte like tauu.. Benci sakkkk..
After Art was Maths.. Ahhh, no comments..
After school, supposedly to watch movie with my peeps but nah, i was about to go home when Hyekel asked me and Ju to go to Youth Centre..
Then, blah blah blah... I changed duty.. Taking care of 2N1!! Alllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh, Chelsea aku!!!! Haix, im melting people..
But, will reform soon aite.. MEEZA LAME LAH!!
Im off!

PS: I think i realised i used alot of damn fucking in my entry today.. HOWEVER, just enjoy reading and listening to the song aite...
Off, love ya peeps!!

2006-07-18T20:09:00.000-07:00

Ouh my god!
There's like Tsunami happening again at Indonesia..
Pity sia... I cannot help feeling sad for those people who lost their family members.. Kesiannyer!! Meeza tengah emosi nie.. Hahahas..
Niways, school was ok larhs just now..
Nothing extraordinary happened to me at class or anywhere..
Its just that i took care of 2N2 just now and gosh were they irritating and difficult...
Anuar kept on walking out the line.. eh, but he's hot man! *smirks.
And i found back my Science textbook! YAYNESS!
I got it back.. i so miss it.. :)
Dance dance dance..
HELP ME..
HOW DOES VIETNAMESE DANCE!???
Im like expected to dance the vietnamese dance but i myself dunno how.. Hehe..
OKEH, NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO LAUGH AT ME!
i can dance tau.... blearghhhh...

2006-07-17T20:31:00.000-07:00

I CRIED JUST NOW!
Ask me why!! ask ask ask!
Okehs, nvm.. im telling ya.. its all because of aizat,hyekel and sayang..
Yes yes, them!
wells, school was ok.. not gonna elaborate more on it.. but, shawn's so funny sakkkk..
MEN HAVE BOOBS!!?? hahahas.. i seriously just learnt that...
aniways, after school was fun..
assembly talk was kinda okkk.. not that interesting.. :)
after school, went to food lab 1 or 2 no idea..
we did some baking for the meeting tmr.. me, hyekel, aqidah, syamir, sufiah, zaidi, aniq and yana..
fun sakkkk. hyekel kept on bullying me! and he made sufiah angry.. OMG!
I tell you, once sufiah's angry, she will go all moody.. sheesh hyekel.. babi sakkk dier.. but, he's still nice to me.. ;)
then, after that, we planned to hang out without hyekel.. cause, he's just so irritating... urggghhh... so, hyekel kinda match make us together..
IM SUPPOSED TO KEEP IT BETWEEN THE 8 OF US ONLY.. however, its just a prank!
NO BIG DEALLLLLL...
hang- out.. and yana, syamir, aniq and zaidi all told me that hyekel still loves me... and he wanna sound me patch up.. like WTF??? and he told yana he was surprise i got a feeling for aniq.. like since when sia.????? buat fitnah jekkk.. berdosa tauu.. and he said me and him have not broken up!! im like so shocked!!
I WAS SO SAD BECAUSE OF THAT!
then, i saw aizat.. i have rejected him, but he didnt get the msg.. he called my name out loud but i ignored him.. hahahas, im mean! :)
then, went back to block 5 hundred plus... sat and talk about hyekel.. then, went home with sufiah and yana follwed by zaidi..
then, aizat came.. he said ' assalamualaikum zaidi.. '
then he called me.. i just kept on walking and i HUGGED zaidi! Poor him.. i asked him to just pretend.. hahahahas...
i was crying.. i was confused and i almost broke up with my beloved sayang.. but i didnt... :) luckily!!! ahhahaha.. zaidi, sufiah and yana sent me home cause they are scared im being followed by aizat...
SO SWEET RIGHT!?

I LOVE ZAIDI! I LOVE YANA! I LOVE SUFIAH!
thanks for helping me.. :)
I LOVE YOU ALL!

and one more stupid thing happened to me while taking care of 2T2 just now.. Ajmaeen, haiqal and farhan kept on playing with each other.. they kept on pushing.. i got so pissed with them and i shouted ' stop it.. one more time i'll send u guys to detention '..
ajmaeen said ' tk takot.. '
then i said ' u sure??????? ' i chased him and he ran..
stupid right??????
okeh lah.. im off...

2006-07-16T16:14:00.000-07:00

3 days.. I have not been blogging for 3 whole days..
Man, im just too lazy lah peeps..
Niways, 3 days.. A lot have happened!
Let me start off with 14 of July...
MY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!
On the 14th was my anniversary with Jumalia darling and sayang..
Hahahas, two anniversary in one time.. Cool huh?
Niways, reached school with Aizat.. Then, had silent reading in class cause the weather seemed so threatening..
Then, had History.. I swear History is the most boring subject on Earth okehs? To me lahhhhhhh.. Mr Joseph, i appreciate you teaching us history.. I can see u r putting in effort to make the lesson interesting and i so thank you for that.. However, im just not into it.. Heheh..
After History was P.E.. at first right, mr ben say we are not gonna have P.E for that day because there's no space for us at the hall.. Since its raining.. so, in the end, played in the drizzle.. hahahs.. very fun okehs? i fell right infront of shaoqi without anybody pushing me.. ahha.. stupid right? and shawn accidentally pushed yokethin and she fell tragicly.. shawn's now feeling guilty! hahahahs.. :D
after P.E.. Had lit.. lit was fun.. i like! :)
after lit, had recess.. while doing block duty, me and ju were like hugging each other cause its our anniversary sia.. and i love her so!! yayness.. 15 more days to me and yana's anniversary!
and, there's this 3 cute little sec 1 boys who said they were not scared of us..but when ju said she's running after them, they ran! cute sakkkkkkkk...
after that, had like class duty.. 2T2 was manageable nowadays.. Thank god! Hehehs..
after recess, had english.. next week is Ms Tay's last week with us.. CHER,WE ARE GONNA MISS YOU! you have been such a great to teacher to us all.. we love you loads..
after english, had science pract.. I SWEAR! JIE FENG'S THE CUTEST THING ON EARTH! ahhhhhhh! he's my man.. hahahaks.. he's like so sweet and funny...
and yikee was kinda disguisting sakkk.. i was mouthing the word 'bloodyfool' but he thought i said 'fuck you'.. and he said
yikee : what? fuck me!!??
meeza : * make face.. * ewwww..
yikee : * opening one button of his shirt and said, ' im always ready for you ' ..
okehs, like what the hell? hahas, i noe he's joking and he better be.. :P
friday was okeh lahh... not that bad...
on saturday was like super duper fun im telling you!
BAYBEATS 2006 rocks! Okeh, not really.. it was kinda boring but hanging out with mimi sis and her GTYNs was so fun!
AND ABANG FAI IS LIKE THE MOST SWEETEST HUMAN BEING IN THE PLANET!
he and my sis suit together! yay! im glad to have a soon-to-be brother-in- law like him.. he's so protective.. ! :)
and i saw some woodgrovers there as well.. i saw anuar N2 and shawn! but, too bad they didnt see me there.. hahas..
haix.. fun day!

PS : I LOVE YOU SAYANG! AND JUMALIA!! AND YANA!
and cursed, i love my frens and my syg.. u shhhhhhhh.. hahahs.. xP

2006-07-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

I still like you leh chelsea.. How how? What should i do sakk..
Okehs, niways, school was okay just now..
I lost my temper at Mdm Tan sakk.. Sorry cher.. :)
Started off the day with going to school with Aizat.. I think i have mentioned that he's a sweet guy right? But hey, im not twotiming my syg.. Tmr is our 1 mth anniversary and i love him.. yayness!
reached school and sat alone without my friends cause i reached school early.. hahahs.. eh, boring okehs? soon after, sheliza came and we started doing our english homework together..
after silent reading, had Geography.. Ms yeong's fun larhs.. i like sia.. she's like so understanding and knows how to make the class enjoyable and exciting.. ;)
after geog was Maths.. Got back our maths test.. i got 24.. out of 35 but i have to minus like 2 marks for a very stupid mistake of mine.. urrrghhh!
after maths, recess..
yazid's getting irritating and more irritating as the day goes by.. until i have to like ask him to walk with me at the back.. isolated from the rest..
after recess, had english.. ms tay said we were pampered.. like what the hell? ahah. but maybe its true ler.. we are pampered.. hehe. :D
after english, had science.. Thats when i lost my temper.. she asked those with no textbook to stand.. so, i did.. then she asked to stand at the side and i got so pissed and i shouted at her... and i so realised my mistake and ....
MDM TAN, IM SORRY LEHS.. I SHORT TEMPERED WHAT.. YOU SHOULD KNOW, IT REALLY WASNT MY FAULT OKEHS? OK, MAYBE IT WAS. AND IM SORRY!
There, tadaaa. okehs, after science was MT.. ermmms, no comments.. haha..
after school, did detention duty.. ahhh, average lah..
IM OFF!
SEE YA!

2006-07-12T16:35:00.000-07:00

Im glad to know that aqidah and syamir are back together again.. Its wonderful to see aqidah smiling again.. :) And to syamir, jgn mcm2 ngan kwn aku eh.. If anything happens, you will be the first person i approach.. Cheyyyyyyy.. Aku eksyen.. But, serious, dun hurt her again larhs kay? Anything happened, just work things out..
And JUMALIA, I really couldn't believe it! No way.. Congrats btw.. :P
School was okeh.. Thanks to Afiq, Muhaimin and Taufik, for spoiling my mood during MT okehs.. Gee, thanks a lot guys.. * blearghs. *
Started off with silent reading in class.. Tried to finish my DnT but nah, there's no time. Hehehs. And DnT so rocks sia!! I love it so much.. Mr Neo rocks larhs.. :D
Then, after DnT, had Geog.. Alarhhh, im like lazy to update everything that happened..
so, im off!
thanks for reading and pls tagg my blog larhs.. Its like so dead.. Hahaha..
Speaking of dead, MATI sucks! He kept on disturbing me while im doing my detention duty and he's having detention.. Urggghhhh..

PS: HAPPY BDAE TO RUSEEDIAH SIS!

2006-07-11T15:25:00.000-07:00

I have like great news to the Gilers... I donte know if its a good thing but hey, im like okay already!
I think i can manage my feelings now.. :) Im so glad all this are over..
And, words cant describe how much i have missed being with the Gilers man.. I miss all their crapness.. Our crapness.. Hehe..
Ouh and im so freaking happy!
ITALY WON TO FRANCE! Yes man! My cannavaro is like so hot sakkkkkkkkk.. Cair gue.. :P
But, it was a great match to watch.. Very happening gitukkkk.. Zidane got himself a red card! Hahaha... He need anger management therapy.. :D and i think he really got so pissed that when France went to collect the medals, he didnt even took it.. Poor him..
However, ITALY was great sakkkkkkk.. Having players like materazzi,alessandro del piero,cannavaro,buffon and more larhs.. Man, i seriously think that ITALY football players are like all so hot.. I like!
So, EPL's coming this August.. CHELSEA! Make me proud darling.. x) I love you guys!
Niways, school was ok.. I realised Sufiah wasnt as bad as i thought she was.. :D i told her everything that she need to noe, and she understood me.. Thank god! Hehehehe..
And, i felt happy that now im close to the councillors like Syamir and Aniq.. They called me and we talked.. Fun okehs? They rocks!
And to Syamir and Aqidah, work things out.. Please! Things have been really tough on you both, i can feel it.. Relax aite.. :)
Hyekel was so crazy just now! He wanted to ignore Sufiah and he pulled me.. I was like
' eh! aper ni??? '
' ignore sufiah! cepat tinggal kan dier.. '
' kalau ye pon, jgn lah tarik..'
' ok2.. '
* let go of my hand and hugged me! * [ yes yes, he did! damn him! haahhaha ]
i was like free-ing myself.. Eeeee, we have broken up seh.. What will ppl think right???
Hahahas, he's so crazzyyy..
Im like improving larhs.. My attitude towards studies have so change.. And im proud of myself..
YAYNESS??
Hahahaas, kehs, im off!

PS: HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO CIJIE AND HAPPY BDAE TO JOSLIN!
CONGRATS TO ITALY FOR BEING THE CHAMPIONS OF 20O6 FIFA WORLD CUP! yay!

2006-07-09T12:00:00.000-07:00

People changed..
Yes, and i myself knew i have changed..
Im just too stressed out.. i just don't feel belonged wherever i go..
i feel not welcomed..
i didnt say the gilers ignored me.. i do understand u guys have some personal class matters that you guys dont like to share about.. I seriously do understand..
I just felt that the gilers are not united anymore.. we have torn apart..
but if you guys think you guys HAVE ignored me, then maybe you guys did.. i just donte noe alright?
ju, i seriously dont expect you to care for me.. i donte noe about the rest but, not for me.. i appreciate you being with me, caring for me all this while.. Thank you.. but, if u dont feel like caring anymore for ur frends, then, i suggest DONTE okehs? Donte trouble yourself..
and yana, i love you babe.. i appreciate you being with me and accompanying me all this while.. but, right now, i just donte feel like talking to anyone about this.. i just want to be alone..
i appreciate all your care and concern peeps.. however, i donte think im sharing this thingy to anyone.. let me handle these things on my own.. Thanks..
im sorry to have let my friends down.. i have changed.. its not just because of councillor duties, its about something else as well.. i realised i have changed after losing my trusted friends over small pathetic things, it hit me hard.. my heart really shattered.. i thought, by changing, i could be a better person.. i changed.. i have become a moody and short-tempered girl..
no longer the old jovial me again.. i realised if i were to remain jovial, i will hurt even more..
HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND..
i just wanna be alone... for the time being...

2006-07-08T15:12:00.000-07:00

Im depressed!
Like again..
Whenever i went out with you guys, i felt really errr, leftout.. I know, we are of different classes, but, that doesnt me i have to be ignored right?
I tried to listen to you, you shouted at me.. Like what the fuck was all that about? Kehs fine.. i know i donte understand you but, you wanted me to listen to you right?
Instead of thanking me, you shouted at me.. Fine larhs..
See? My gullible attitude came back.. Im trusting people more and more.. Fuck everything sehs.. Im like so freaking hurt..
People came to me.. Says im a great listener.. Like whatever!
Im always helping my friends but i donte really really think its worth it.. They never appreciates me..
And i miss my sayang.. I really do.. 6 more days to our first anniversary..
He has always care for me, about my health and my probs and i really do appreciate that sweetie.. I really love you..
My health? FUCK IT! I kept on falling sick.. Im like super duper weakkkkkkkk... My head spins every single time..
My friends sucks! Not all though.. I trusted her.. Im always with her.. But, she screamed at me anyhow.. Like " eh? KAU BODOH KEPER? ".. in front of your friends somemore.. Kehs, tell me, how freaking embarrassing can that get? she never bothers about my feelings.. how i felt after being shouted at.. she thinks its funny but eh bitch, its rude! you have no fucking right to do that to me..
im such a coward.. i donte even dare to face up to her and tell her i hate her! who is she to shout me????? she has no right.. but, im scared to tell her..
man, now im like super duper hurt.. my friends did this to me.. FUCK THEM, FUCK EVERYTHING..
Im trying to ignore her, but everywhere i go, she will for sure follow me.. its like i have no fucking freedom.. im sure, i have the right to go out with anyone i like.. not only you! everywhere you go, i must follow if not, u'll shout at me.. i hate you so much! how i wish i can tell you.. in class, u teased me.. u think its funny but its really hurtful.. u donte noe how it felt.. please change.. everybody says u r a nice girl, but definitely not to me! you are just a plain bitch.. you are a sucker.. everytime, i must wait for you.. im getting sick of it..
now, i have no true friend.. except for x.j and yikee and aqidah.. the rest treat me differently now.. i used to like the GILERS last time, but now, i felt like we have torn apart.. now, i really hate the GILERS.. i just wish to be alone.... go for recess alone.. please, i just want to be alone!

2006-07-06T21:31:00.000-07:00

Meeza, what the hell is happening to you? you are getting lazy in blogging nowadays.. and indeed, its true.. alaaahhhaaaii.. mcm malas gituk.. but niways, im still updating my bloggie.. cause i love it so much! yeahs..
a lot of things happened.. so little time to blog about all happenings..
germany lost to italy.. HAHAHA. italy scored the 2 goals at the last two minutes!! like how good can italy get sia? but, seeing the german players, crying their hearts out, like very tragic sehs.. :(
but anyway, had a great time criticising haziq and ajmaeen.. heehee.. cause both of them supported germany... sorry dudes.. germany is proven useless.. * grins to carol!

on the 5 th of july.. errr, wednesday.. nothing much happened..
i would like to thank aizat for volunteering to send me to school every morning.. sweet bangettttttttt.. thanks dude! thats just so sweetttt of you.. :D
reached school with aizat.. had so much fun walking with him.. talked and talked about school.. cool kehs? hehe..
as soon as i reached school, talked to jess.. had fun larhs, reaching school early.. then, first three periods were DnT.. thought it would be a disaster, but nah.. its fun and im loving it as of now.. yayness.. learnt about orthographic drawing and more.. i like lahs..
after DnT was geog.. had fun and i have step down.. im no longer the chairperson anymore.. cause i think i have many responsibilities as councillor already.. so, now, aliff is the chairperson and ayunie is the vice-chair.. COOL SAK!
after geog, had recess.. 2T2 was okays.. not much comments from them.. except for they still call me airport which i kinda forget about it larhs.. the more u think, the more u will feel hurt.. so why bother? hehe.
after recess, had music.. watched mary popkins.. the characters are all so cute! i love it sia...
after music, had mt.. average larhs.. mdm azah still didnt turn up.. :( sheesh.. i dunno if i have to be happy or upset.. * shrugs
after mt, had art.. art was errrrrmmmsss.. boring!! like as usual.. i almost fell asleep sakkkk.. hehe.. i was tired okehs? watched the match between germany and italy and im so freaking happy.. germany lost! hahahahahha.. take that sucker!
after art, had maths.. two periods! can u guys just imagine how BORRRINNGGGGG that was? urrrghh, fuck! hehe
after that, i couldnt remember what i did.. i mean like cummon?! its wednesday! today's like thursday.. i have STML right? hehehes..

so, on thursday, hmmmmm...
again, aizat walked with me to school.. as soon as i reached, no one else was there.. my classmates larhs.. haha.. then, i sat at one corner and aizat accompanied me.. till, my LAOPO came.. and i thanked aizat and talked to her.. she supported germany! awwwwwwwwww.. too bad girll.. hehehe..
after that, had silent reading in class cause its raining like heavily... and its so so cold! only in the morning.. had councillor meeting.. and mdm zaliha said i did a great detention duty job! alaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. im touched cher.. ahhaha.. thanks.
after that, had geog.. fun lesson..my hand accidentally hit yikee's chair and gosh, it hurts like god noes what sakkkkkkkkkkk.. and yikee was like
" eh, pain ah? * wants to touch my hand.
" ya larhs.. duh! hahha " thats what i said..
yikee said " eh, cannot touch! "
i didnt even ask him to touch my hand.. ahaha. its like as if when he touches my hand, he could feel the pain and makes the pain go away. like hello? not gonna happen.. hehe. thanks anyways dude, for concerning!
after geog, had maths.. gosh, yikee escape like a snake sakkk.. he listened to songs during matsh, then, ms lee came to his table and wanted to see his progress when..
miss lee : eh, got music? u hear? * asked me.
meeza : * act blurrrr. hah? what music? where got..
miss lee : * looked at yikee.. ur hp ah? why? gf call u?
yikee : * covering his phone which happens to be in his pencil case and MS LEE DOESNT EVEN REALISE IT!.. no lah. where got? not my phone larh cher..
miss lee : okays.. * she left!
isnt that just by mere luck? ahha.. ms lee couldnt even see his handphone in his pencil case? bullshits sak! ahaahhahaha..
after maths,recess.. didnt take care of 2T2 todays.. Mrs heikal took over.. luckkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
after recess was english.. did the show and tell thingy.. went to an air-conditioned room and i felt like dozing off sakkkkkkk.. cummon lah? its like an air-con room okehs... hahahaha..
after english, science.. no comments..
last 5 minutes before bell rang, me and yikee kinda doze off.. when the bell rang, yikee woke me up and say " meeza, go and wash ur face lah if ur sleepy. "
i was like nevermind lah.. no need.. then, i saw him falling asleep again and i said " yikee, go and wash face lah if ur sleepy. "
he laughed.. hahaha.. and during mt, first period, mdm azah took over us.. 2nd period, no teacher.. and i fell asleep!!!!!!
after sch, came back to classroom and told yikee i slept all during mt.. and he too! haha. so, we high-fived! :D
then, had this lit thingy.. macbeth.. FUN SAKKKK! Im like the lady macbeth and shawn's my hubby.. [ macbeth ] i mean.. and this part, sufiah will go " FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUU!!! "
hahahaha.. very fun and i enjoyed it so much! hehe..
im off..

HAPPY BDAE AJMAEEN!

2006-07-04T20:01:00.000-07:00

School sucks like so big time just now!
Urggh, i hate it man.. I was all the way in a bad mood.. x(
Luckily, by talking to Iten Sofea from 2E1, i was cheered up.. She's really a fun girl to talk to.. Im glad i made the first move to actually approach her and talk to her.. It was great.
However, i should start by blogging on what happened to me today..
Early in the morning, met up with Aizat and we went to school together.. Ouh my goodness, he's such a great guy to talk to honestly.. Can simply share problems with him.. Im glad i knew him.. We walked to school and chit-chat about almost everything.. Hehe.. Gerek banget!
Reached school, and my panicky attitude came.. I have not redo the science project and the due date was like JUST NOW.. * gasps!
Then, after that, had mass run.. And im like wondering larhs, how come right, everytime when we have mass runs, i will surely feel like terberry.. I mean i will have stomach ache.. Its fucking irritating larhs please.. But, i enjoyed the mass run.. After mass run, when we were about to leave for lesson, we talked about soccer. Yes, even LYNETTE. hehehe.
After mass run, had Maths.. I didnt do the work so im like ' busted! ' but lucky for me, Ms Lee organised a game for us.. So, she did not go through the paper. So, phewwwww.. :)
After maths was science.. Mdm tan is still being bullied by us.. Hehehe. She was explaining about the digestive system game when
meeza: * raise hand up
mdm tan : yes armeeza? u got a question about the digestive system?
meeza : cher, councillor must go off now lehs.
mdm tan : * give this weird look
mdm tan : who are the cou...... * when sufiah interrupted her by standing up and leave the class to go get change..
Siallah, we bullied mdm tan! ahahaa. and we still can come back to class after we change, and talk to the rest of the class while mdm tan is teaching.. MEEZA IS MEAN!
After science, recess. Recess block duty was as boring as ever.. :( Haixxxx..
After recess, was the first time i shouted at 2T2! Hehehehe. So fun, i was like ' 2T2! COME BACK DOWN NOW! '
the rest of the class go ' * GRUMBLES * '
' I SAID COME DOWN NOW! '
still some students want to protest and im like ' KEEP QUIET! JUST PROCEED TO THE CLASS NOW! '
Rusydia was like ' YOU GUYS GOT A PROBLEM WITH YOUR COUNCILLORS? '
hehehe. Fun larhs.. I feel very ' strong ' and i can control the class already.. yayness!
after recess was History.. Siallah, very borrrrriiinnnnggggg booooddddooooohhh! Yes yes, i almost fell asleep.. Sheesh that Joseph larhs..
after history was English.. And i finally presented my show and tell.. without the powerpoint presentation! damn it.. but, im happy cause i got the class engaged in my presentation.. Thats cool enough.. :)
after english is LCD.. kimek! Lagi boring boddddoooohh! ARGGGGHHH! i was asleep when the teacher woke me up.. Fuuuuuuucccckkkkkkkk!
after LCD was malay. Ahhh, no comments..
You guys noe what? Im like lazy to blog nowadays.. Fucccckkkk sakkkk my friends.. Now, im so upset, i myself donte noe why.. I deserve to be hurt like this always huh???? Fine larhs.. Fuck everything...

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEET, DARLING, AND BELOVED SHAREEFAH!

2006-07-03T17:22:00.000-07:00

Just now was great!
Hehe, went out at around 3.45 and met Aizat..
Kehs, he's a super duper cool guy!
And he sent me home.
Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Sweet banget..
But please, dun think im like twotiming my sayang okehs?
Cause i donte, he trust me.. and im not gonna betray his trust..
NEVER EVER!
Nyahahahhaa. And to this KENKAI,
GET A LIFE SUCKER! WHOEVER U ARE!

2006-07-02T14:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was first July.. The day i officially stead with Elliyana Md. Ali.. Man, i love her.. and ju..hehe..
its been so long since i last blogged huh? guess, i must have been to busy.. yeahs, with school stuffs and soccer.. i currently am pissed and sad.. x(

let me start off by updating u guys on what had happened on wednesday..
reached school late as usual.. im like so lazy to go to school nowadays.. hehe.. so, reached school then, had like silent reading.. after that, 3 periods of DnT.. i thought its gonna be a disaster, but nah, i like it.. in fact, i love it.. it so rocks okeh? and, mr neo is fun! hehee.
after DnT was geography.. wells, it was average.. i am so loving sitting at the back, with xing juan darling and yikee.. very fun sey.. and, yikee didnt bring his geog book, so he was expected to copy the pages.. and he did it, surprisingly.. hehe..xD
after geography, went for recess duty.. kehs, i officially declare that recess duty was and is boring.. i just have to stand there and ask the kids to walk the other way.. and have to wait till leona come and allow me to leave.. kehs, tell me? how boring can that get? but hey, i love being a councillor larhs.. rocks so much..
after recess, i was expected to take over Shana's duty, taking care of 1e4.. i was happy and delighted that i donte get to take care of the challenging class like 2N2 and 2T2..
but, everything changes.. the senior councillor asked me to partner of with aniq.. i was like 'errr, okay then.. but, aniq take care of what class?'
he said he dunnoe.. then, i asked aniq, he take care of what class and he said he take care of 2T2!!! Yes yes! like the most challenging class ever sak.. 2T2 okehs? Damn it.. indeed, it is.. they are like so cannot control sehs.. and, there's this guy whose name is Yazid.. from 2t2 also, he's like so commentative sia.. he was like
yazid: eh, u sec 1 ah?
meeza: nopes, sec 2..
yazid: how come u donte get the gold badge?
meeza:i just join silly, how to get..
yazid: eee, embarrassing sia.. never get promoted..
meeza: *roll eyes, whatever*
------ silence -------
suddenly,
yazid: eh, u are short eh?
meeza: * shocked! * eh, can keep quiet or not??? so many comments ah..
thats what he said! gosh, he's so irritating.. urgghhhh.. and the whole sec 2t2 ppl called me YATIM! because, of this fren of theirs, firdaus yatim who i donte noe what he told his frens.. but, this firdaus yatim is in Fuchun sec now..and i have no clue why his frens called me yatim.. urghhhhh..
after recess was music.. watched this movie i donte noe what its called but, its like a musical like that.. very fun.. watched it at AVA room, with Ms Tay, our music teacher..
after music was MT.. was average, did some filing all the way.. after MT was art.. average, no comments! after art was maths.. learnt new topic on sets.. very confusing sia.. cant even understand a single thing..
then, it was the end of school! yayness!

kays, next day, on thursday, had silent reading like usual larhs.. then,after that, had 2 periods of geography.. not much comments larhs.. same old geog.. after that, 2 periods of maths as well.. still no comments cause its still the same old maths.. heheh.
then, did my recess duty.. after that, recess over and im like expected to take care of 2T2 again.. and that yazid still have things to comment..
yazid: eh, u sec 1 arh?
meeza: sec 2 larhs.. how many times must i say????
yazid: eh? ur attitude like small kids sia..
meeza: hah!?? eh, keep quiet larhs.. * shocked! *
-------silence--------
yazid: eh, U R SHORT LAH!!!!
meeza: KEEP QUIET LAH! U THINK U SO TALL AH!??!?
and i tell u, the girls in their class sucks.. not all though.. very rude and they spoilt my mood sak.. luckily, there's english and it cheered me up... yayness! i still couldnt do my show and tell yet cause the comp got smtg wrong larhs.. instead, i listened to sufiah's MP3.. and C.J's parrot was like so cute! hehehe. he knew how to talk but say bad wordS!!!!hehe,cute sak.. :)
after english,had science..our science project's still in a mess.. hahaha. esp, when they kept on talking about pussys. sheesh.. desperate..
AINGGG!!! HAHAHA. Im just joking okehs..
after science, had MT.. Mdm azah was expected to invigilate the sec 4es and sec5s on their oral examination... so she's unable to take our class. instead, a relief teacher took over.. did our compo.. and im so happy with mine.. * beams *
after MT, school's over.. me n sufiah had detention duty and fuck to hyekel.. he didnt bring the file and we were expected to run all the way up and down.. URGGHHH.. and detention duty was boring.. i almost fell asleep.. :)
after detention duty, went to Youth Centre and watched the Doll Master.. Very fun sak.. watched with the rest of the coucillors.. Hyekel,syamir,aqidah,brenda,sufiah and me.. not scary lah the movie.. but, brenda's super duper scared.. hehe..
end of thursday in sch..

on friday,
had silent reading then the first period was History... BORRRINNGGGGG..
Then, had P.E.. Very fun.. hehe.. i like..
after P.E is Lit.. so much fun. and im enjoying Fridays.. hehehe..
after lit.. recess.. i donte wish to elaborate on what happened during me taking care of 2T2.. Im like so pissed off!! i lost my respect at that instant sakkkkkkk... FUCK YOU! [ to you-know-who]
after recess was eng.. fun, melvin's guinea pig is like super duper cute.!!.. so adorable.. after english was science.. no comments eh.. ehhe
after school,planned to sabo syamir, cause its his bdae today.. but we didnt.. went to youth center and watched i not stupid.. then, i went home with syamir and sufiah.. then, i forgot that there's soccer!! rusty vs anti rovers aka MATI!!!!!!
went home first then went back to school to witness the match.. Irwan's the star player for that day.. he scored 3 goals!!! and arif scored 2! and anshari scored 1! i think larhs.. hehe.. i kinda forget lorhs.. and aizat was good! he blocked both penalty score from MATI! That make it draw, 6-6.. but MATI played very rough sak.. until haikal's eyes bled.. sheevash accidentally hit haikal's eyes with his elbow.. POOR HAIKAL! and there's loads of injuries.. poor rusty.. but, they were better this time.. 6-6 okehs???
after that, went home and end of friday...

saturday,
watched soccer at nite!
PORTUGAL won ENGLAND 3-1!!!
but.....
BRAZIL lost to FRANCE 0-1!!!!
LIKE what the fuck sak? man, expect the unexpected.. im sad larhs now!!!!
urrghhh, okehs, happy belated bdae to Syamir and happy bdae to Ainon!!!
YAY!

i have updated, with true love and sincerity.. enjoy!

2006-06-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

The coucillor party was a success towards the very end..
Let's not talk about it just yet, i want to talk about my day. my first day of term 3 in woodgrove sec. Kehs, crapp.
Early in the morning, had this habit of not sleeping at night, so i fell asleep on 1 am plus..and woke up at around 4am plus..all the way to when i go to school lerr. hehe. cant think of exact words or phrases to express the sentence though.
niways, reached school at around 7.10 am plus..then went to take the newspapers with sufiah.gosh, miss her man. miss all the crap. hehe. x)
after that, ayunie came and again we had so much fun and laughter.we miss everything larhs. and the first thing we talked about was yes,SOCCER!!Wat else can we talk about? hehe. since everyone's into world cup now,including me,thats the only thing me and my classmates talked about..
niways,as usual, there's like speeches from MRS SONG, introducing 10 NEW teachers.. what the hell? i thought nobody would like to teach at wgs. hehe. no offence!
after silent reading,had this contact time with teachers,giving us our new-time tables.damn it,on wednesday,first three period is DNT.. damn larhs.. i really hope mr neo's gonna teach us okehs, i so want time cause we are familiarised with his 'mindset'.. okehs, this term, we have loads of relief teachers.. its unfair larhs actually..its like the important year for sec 2s also wat..
then,after ms yeong left, mdm tan came in lorhs.. she's still our science teacher.. but, me and my group had so much fun! but still, they like to talk about pussys and they still call me airport.. damn larhs..
after science, we had english.. and, ms yvonne tay is our english teacher..she's like weird taus.. she came in and started to talk about her trip to phillipines.. and she got excited at her own story!!! weird kan? but cute! then, she started to talk about mountains and everybody laughed and looked at me!!! damn, gue paiseh bgt.. but, the story was damn exciting and sad! x(
after english, recess.. ouh and i sat beside yikee and x.j at the back again!! yay!! they rocks lah.. but yikee just couldnt keeo his hands off my things.. cute larh he! and x.j bought for me this wonderful and beautiful yellow small shoe that has two purposes.. one is for like keychain, the other one is that there's clock on it! its extremely beautiful. and i was like showing off to everybody! even to the councillors who thought im like retarded.. hahahaha..
niways, recess, i saw NICHOLAS!!! Man, i miss him a lot larhs.. we still did the same 'showing middle finger at each other' kinda thing coz thats like our way to say hello..
mepeks sak meeza and Nic.. hehehhehehehehe..
after recess, we had literature. and i miss zaidi so much lah! i miss crappin with him also.. and we got ms yvonne tay as our lit teacher as well.. damn, she'll get excited again. hehehe.
after lit,we had maths.. and we played this bingo game lah.. very the fun..
then, had like mt.. mdm azah still disturb me with hamzah.. i told her i threw the magazine away and she was like ' takper, awak buang majalah tu takper, jgn awak buang hamzah sudahlah. '
im like WTF!?!??! Me and hamzah so takder paper going on.. its just that our name sounds a little familiar.. like ARMEEZA AND HAMZAH.. just that pathetic reason and everyone in my class go ' wah meeza! '
whatever lorhs.. then, after mt, had this councillor investiture.. errr, BORRIINNGGGG!! Hehehehe. But, it was great to see ur frens up there getting a gold badge! woowwww!
after school, had this coucillor party that everybody thought its gonna fail, but nah, it didnt okehs.. its kinda fun.. yay! and i almost got knocked down by a car or a lorry or whatever it is.. me and hyekel were like chasing after a ball.. a stupid ball.. chis. haha. playful us..
okehlahs. its like late already and i want to watch the soccer match.. AUSTRALIA vs ITALY.. Im off! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIRA POWER RANGER DINO THUNDER!